Jessie Earl

To All the Moments We Had

Added 2023-12-30 00:12:08 +0000 UTC

Hey everyone. I don't really know how to share this, but in case you haven't heard... Newt, my cat, died a couple of days ago from a heart attack. My partner and I are still in shock and grieving. I had planned on spending the last few days of 2023 resting, doing a bit of writing, and planning the next year, but everything just doesn't really feel... cohesive anymore at the moment without Newt. I'm just trying to take time to just... exist and rest and heal at the moment, and I do apologize if I'm behind on things like Patreon updates and such for the next few days or a week or so. I just don't feel fully myself because... well, I'm not fully myself without him. Ill get there... I just don't know when just yet.

I wrote this video as a way to memorialize him because I just wanted to do something. Obviously, big content warning on it for death and grief. But it helped me to share my love and grief at his life. And a few of you on discord, Patreon, email, Twitter and elsewhere have sent me your kind words. I want to thank you all for that. It has really helped to know I'm not alone in grieving a loved one, not alone in having those who care, and not alone in remembering Newt. Seriously, it means a lot.

Take care and I hope you are able to hold your loved ones close as we end 2023. <3