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Up two more pounds!

Added 2020-03-08 16:11:39 +0000 UTC

270 is coming in at a nice pace as the eating big is getting more routine and habitual. Last night's meal after the gym was pasta, fruit, half a jug of Naked, a quarter of pie and two shakes.

One of the things that I still have to battle is feeling like I'm not actually getting bigger or getting bigger fast enough. It's just my buddy, good ol' imposter syndrome which is funny because somehow I can feel like a gainer fraud while also, at the same time, not be able to comfortably button any of my jeans and my bellybutton showing when I raise my arms and my shirts ride up. Fatter than ever, but still feeling small. Logically, it makes no sense, but if nothing else, it makes getting fatter and fatter easier since I still feel like I'm on the small side.

Having said all that, I also want to say thanks for all the encouragement and ideas and pushing me to keep going. Here's to many more pounds and one day feeling big!