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Added 2022-05-01 00:15:16 +0000 UTChello, as you might know, i have entered college and i havent been doing so great
my lack of motivation really has me in this comfort space where i just block myself from everything
i wanted to apologize to everyone for failing and being this way of running away from what causes me anxiety the most and it is drawing
it frustrates me a lot
and im tired of it
im tired of everything
this might be just me venting, and im sorry
but i hope you understand
i cannot stop thinking about ending my life
because i really feel not good enough not even for what i desired the most, drawing
i have lost interest in everything right now
i am medicated, but i feel like i need more, im addicted to some substances too to get away from my real life and im sorry, im pathetic, and its totally ok if you guys want to unsubscribe from my patreon, i dont know how long ill be here
thanks for reading, thanks for the patience, thanks for everything
