aiasuru

Another small update

Added 2023-03-01 00:00:07 +0000 UTC

Hello, sorry for still not posting much art, I was doing mostly fine and I was progressing on things pretty well, even one of big problems that was recently bothering me was finally solved but a few days ago I really fell into despair because of multiple things including my university situation, my art and a situation with one discord server that I have mentioned before...

The university stuff shouldn't be too much of a problem even though my situation is pretty hopeless I just need to focus on it more than I usually do which Isn't much to be honest..

My art has been struggling for almost a year now but I am still making progress and I want to continue, I can't imagine what I would do without it. I need to keep going, if not for myself then for others.. I knew that I would have a lot to draw these few months but I was fine with it, unfortunately I was affected by things again and was unable to focus..

The discord server problem.. just hearing about it is making me sick and I can't do much about it except beg people that don't care at all and will keep shutting down anyone they disagree with. I need to do something more..

There is a lot more to these but I don't want to bother you with the details, I should get over this really depressive phase soon and get back on drawing again but because of this there will be delays again, and again, It's so embarrassing to talk about delays for the... I've lost count already, I can't promise anything anymore, I've been trying to avoid mentioning exact times for a while now but after this... I don't know what to say anymore.

I still need to go with my plan of moving forward that I have mentioned in the previous blog post but that will be delayed too, by how much? I don't know but I hope that It will be 1-2 months at most, this stuff is killing me... I hope to see you soon, thank you again for sticking with me, I don't know what would I do without you, thank you.