thecarlotta

Merry Christmas!

Added 2018-12-25 08:20:48 +0000 UTC

Hey everyone,

I hope your holiday season is going well :) What are you all doing for the holidays? What are your favorite movies to watch this time of year? Mine is The Hebrew Hammer, I absolutely LOVE the love making scene in it (if you have seen this movie, you know what I'm talking about, if you haven't seen it-you really should!).

If you celebrate Christmas, I hope you have a wonderful day tomorrow! I will be spending the day with my boyfriend's family eating tamales, and then later on, my cousin Jayme (my only family that is local-ish to me) and I will be doing dinner with friends. I feel so happy and excited for things to come, and I can't wait to start 2019.

Can I tell you all a secret? I'm really nervous about this, but I've always wanted to do burlesque. Yesterday I bought myself a hefty Christmas present and paid for 5 classes on building performance with a professional choreographer, as well as a costume creation class. My hope is that I'll be able to build the confidence to get in front of people. For a nude model, I'm actually a pretty shy person. Getting in front of crowds puts a pit in my stomach that I'm convinced no one else experiences but me. I want to get in front of the world and feel confident. To feel beautiful without needing photoshop or posing in ways that I know specifically flatter me. I want to own a room. So wish me luck, this may just be a fantasy, but it is something I have thought about doing for a long time.

I better get to bed, but I'll be back on here soon, and prints will be going out on Weds or Thurs.

xoxo
Carlotta

P.S. Photo is by GEA Photography