Bear with me in this moment of weakness
Added 2022-11-23 03:03:35 +0000 UTCThings are not really going super well and it's irritated me beyond belief, but you deserved an oral update.
I have no doubt things will look better in the morning, they always do, but right now they look like shit.
At the end of the day I'm a human being and I'm not always confident or secure in myself and there's not a damn thing wrong with admitting that the past month has been kicking me repeatedly in the ovaries.
EDITED TO ADD: Y'all said nice things and made me emotional af. I kept the audio I recorded that sent me off the rails and will take a fresh listen tomorrow and I bet it's not even as bad as I think it is.
Thank you, I don't like admitting when things are wrong but I needed to tell you why this return has been so slow. 💜
Comments
Glad to hear you are feeling better!
Hugo The Marvelous
2022-11-23 14:30:32 +0000 UTCThank you for the update, and I'm sending positive thoughts - moving is always an ordeal, and getting "settled" takes longer than you think it will. You got this!
Bruce Luvs
2022-11-23 07:54:57 +0000 UTCYou're absolutely right - there are creative solutions for sure, I'm certain the stress of moving and settling in just piled up and this was the last straw tonight. After a good night's sleep everything will look much brighter 😊
Audi
2022-11-23 05:05:04 +0000 UTClife can be hard at times, by all means take care of yourself hun, if it's of any help, you have a positive effect on many of us I beleive so don't be afraid to take time for yourself aswell.
fenrir_striker
2022-11-23 03:54:22 +0000 UTCAlso towels and room screens can help for cheap sound proofing. I don't mean to tell you your business but just throwing that out there.
Hugo The Marvelous
2022-11-23 03:40:40 +0000 UTCI hear you and feel you. (not physically but you know.. emotionally.) I know these are tough times, not just because of the holidays but so much going on and, quite honestly, a lot of depression going around. I spent most of the day unsuccessfully trying to not keep thinking I was a deluded, talentless hack of a creator with little point to any dreams. So I think it's going around if that help. (Mars Retro until January for what it's worth.) You have been here before. You can survive this.
Hugo The Marvelous
2022-11-23 03:39:50 +0000 UTCTalentless is the last word I'd use to describe you, and only under duress. Setbacks piling up is incredibly valid to be upset about. I'm sure you'll be back as soon as you are able
Stratus Nova
2022-11-23 03:21:29 +0000 UTCLots of small things going wrong is a lot harder to deal with emotionally than calamity I find, so don't worry about feeling like shit cos it.
Alistair Shaw
2022-11-23 03:12:43 +0000 UTCMoving is scary and frustrating its best to take things slow and just absorb everything. Hope all goes well, go at your own pace no rush stay safe and healthy
E double U
2022-11-23 03:12:17 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself please. Your health is more important then comfort for others.
Parker DeMoux
2022-11-23 03:11:30 +0000 UTCjust take ur time. Things happen randomly. I just hope things get better for you.
Vela Martinez
2022-11-23 03:11:25 +0000 UTCThank you - it's such a first world problem but it is really harshing my mellow
Audi
2022-11-23 03:06:49 +0000 UTCStay strong
Vela Martinez
2022-11-23 03:06:10 +0000 UTC
