IT'S ALMOST TIME / An update & some changes!

I took a break, as you might’ve noticed. It started a bit earlier than I’d initially planned and I left a lot of people in the lurch, which means I’ve got plenty of amends to make in the next couple of months. The truth of the matter is that I had been pushing myself too hard for too long and I crashed. Hard. The kind of crashing people don’t like talking about - the low mood, no motivation, forgetting-to-shower kind of crash.

I’m a little under two weeks away from moving back home and have been splitting my time between packing and hardcore escapism. My drug of choice is always videogames, so I’ve been delving into my Steam library to keep my emotions and anxiety at bay. For the most part, it’s worked. As the days and weeks passed, I realized exactly how tired I actually was. I had been in need of a long break for awhile, and although I regret not finishing my commitments before I went on hiatus, I don’t regret the resting.

It gave me some time to recharge and reassess what I’m doing. While I may be new to you, I’ve been making audio roleplays for nearly three years now and I’ve gone through plenty of changes and experimentation during that time. I got my start on Reddit posting audio erotica and so most of my audios are of that nature. I’ve only been on YouTube for about a year, but I’ve found such a cool group of people who enjoy what I make and I would like to expand on that, focusing most of my effort into making videos twice a week and streaming when I can.

So with my focus on more SFW content, where does that leave my Patrons? Where does that leave the spicier side of my content? It leaves it exactly where it is. I will always post sexual content because I firmly believe that sex should be celebrated. It’s beautiful, moving, fun, and is an important facet of human contact for a lot of people. Even folks who don’t necessarily feel sexual desire can and do enjoy explicit content. I want to keep making it. My Patrons will get the same benefits they always have. The only real change is that when it comes to free NSFW content, I’ll be posting less frequently so I can focus more time on the work that pays my bills.

The past couple of months have been refreshing, transformative, and in a lot of ways, painful. But I feel really excited to venture into the next phase of my creative life. I feel hungry to tell more stories. To brainstorm and bring new characters to life. And I couldn’t do that if it weren’t for you folks giving me support, space, encouragement, and kindness.