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Hello my loves! Checking in very quickly to update you (and explain why I was so absent last week)

I went a bit AWOL last week and missed every single deadline. That's pretty unusual, I'd like to think I'm typically no more than a day late with things when my life gets rocky. In case you aren't aware, I'm diagnosed with and on medication for major depressive disorder, and although I strive to manage it, occasionally it gets the better of me. When that happens I shut down and tend to withdraw until it passes. With the added stress of trying to find a place to rent, packing, planning, and dealing with my usual issues, I had a very hard time doing anything except distract myself and stare off into space for a bit. As I've also mentioned, I've been going consistently at this job for the past couple of years with no break.

In a nutshell, I'm burned out. It's not that I have no stories to tell, it's that I'm too tired to tell them. I'm still trying to get in to see my doctor about my thyroid, too, which I'm sure will help once we get it all figured out. 

Sometimes I forget I'm a human being who sometimes needs more rest and recharge time. The stress fed my insomnia which feeds my exhaustion and around and around we go. Pain in the ass, right?

ANYWAY all that is to say that I have three of the four audios I was supposed to post last week recorded and they're coming this week. I will absolutely try to get them posted as well as the audios I had already planned, but if I fall behind again I want you to know the audios ARE coming.

I'm asking for some grace and patience from you. 

Unless we have already made a prior arrangement, I'm not doing any commissions at all for the foreseeable future, at least not until after I move and get settled. There are a few of you I'd already accepted and you will be receiving your audios in the next 10 days. 

Please also keep in mind that on Sept 1 YOU WILL NOT BE CHARGED. You'll still have access to everything I have posted or will post. Same goes for October. When spooky season returns, so too shall I. 

All the things I teased at the beginning of the month are still coming.
I'll see you on Monday, babes. And thank you for being my anchor when the waves get too much for me.

XOXO

Comments

I have major depressive disorder as well. The medication I use has resolved about 95% of the struggle. But when I let that 5% build up it can still wreck a week or two. I'm glad you're facing it and not ignoring it. You deserve to be happy.

Nick

Sending positive vibes your way.

Jon

Hang in there, your fans love you and understand!

thomas d

It's all good, life can be rocky sometimes. Health comes first

Brandi Corell

Take care. Please don't pause my billing. I'm happy to keep supporting you. :)

SlamT

Take care of urself, dont be afraid to take time off if it gets too much burnout is a serious thing and should be handled with care. Especially if other issues are at hand.

Don.tbother mewiththat

While I appreciate the explanation, you don't owe us one. 😊 Your health comes first. Major depression is a major pain in the ass to go through (I go through it too), and I'm sorry you're going through it hitting you so hard. Whenever they come out, they come out. Take care of your health first and foremost.

Shadowy Fox

No need to explain, your health matters first, take care of yourself first.πŸ˜ŠπŸ‘

Daniel Riley Carter

It's all good. We understand, and the finished product is always worth the wait.

ArchangelXIII

It's all cool fam

Alistair Shaw

Life happens! It'll be just as amazing a little behind schedule as it would have been on time!

Troy Young

You are an amazing artist, and I can't wait to hear what you do next. If I have to wait for a little bit, it just builds the anticipation! I also have really bad bouts of depression, so I understand how hard doing anything can be. I hope your day goes exactly how you want it to!

Matthew


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