weekly talk 334

Here we are here we go

Workflow:

This week plan is simple, do rewards, then do monthly. next monthly the 62..i wanna do an animation, just a simple loop, ll give me 3 days to work on it, if it's good, perfect if it sucks.. it sucks! Right now i'm oon the learning and re reading animation stuff and watching tutorial phase, might start to do a couple test along the week. Just been forever since i tried to animate stuff, be sure that.. it ll suck balls! X) But heh, gonna be fun! So some spanky time animated, maybe more next week, this week, we catch on the rewards!

A friend is back:

A good friend came back from working 2 years in Japan, this week. Dude didn't told me, he just literally ringed at my door and when i opened was like "Hello!"
He bringed me back some Persona goodies =D
Sadly he ll be only shortly here, as he found a job in Switzerland already, he is just here the time his contract start, so i plan to try to go and see him a few days in the coming weeks. i dunno how much it ll impact my work scheldule tough :/

A n history of grief and art

Yeah, finished Expedition 33, also did the game 100%...
And now i kinda wanna hop in again, redo the story, see it with new eye now that i know everthing, see those hints and clue about what was really happening, that i missed and that i would recognize now.
I didn't jumped right in.. but damn, the envy is slightly here atm =D
Was.. really good, and came at a good moment. Those past month.. were heavy, and the game made me realize how i never really succeed in grieving some peoples i loose over the years. I.. did loosed a lot of friends pretty young. A friend drowned when i was 14, a terrible accident, another killed himself in a car crash when i was in highschool, another from an overdose when i was only 19. And my best friend and an uncle i was really closed commited suicide. All of this.. made me realize early how no one is granted, and how each second is a gift. But it also made me slightly prone to depressive state and mood.
This game was so good in it way it explored grief that.. a part of me want to explore it deeper, and maybe start to seek some more help.
I had been followed by a psychiatrist in the past for a few year, one was wonderfull and helped, then he retired and his replacement was.. to say the least, incompetent and not interested in her own work it seems.
But i might go look to someone else once again. Just to talk a bit and help me process some stuff.
Anyway, Wonderfull game, beautifull experience, and Ace tier Music!
I dunno if it ll be game of the year, but DAMN it better win the GOTY for it music or there ll be riots!

That's about it, thanks for reading this far, if you still are

and c ya soon!