Podcast Episode 7: Uncomfortable Giggling

I've only just now had a chance to listen, clearly I'm behind. I never actually realized how much you and I had in common, Niki, from a mental health standpoint. I struggle with the same things. But anyways, just wanted to say I love you! K baiiii!

Definitely an interesting listen. I also oscillate between INFP and ENFP depending on mood and environment. I identify with a lot of what you said. My brain is either everywhere or on one thing only, and I have trouble shifting gears when situations change. Kind of interesting because your personality is what initially got me watching the YouTube videos.

@G_3_3_k_

Listening through. I literally just last week went through the web page regarding the exodus a few years ago. Interesting to hear the story again after a few years perspective. Still listening. Enjoying it so far.

@G_3_3_k_

Thanks for sharing. I admit I was a bit emotional listening to this. I want to say to younger Niki: You Matter. Sometimes the negative voice is so loud we can't hear the positive voice. The voice that tells us we are beautiful, we are enough, we matter. GP has taught me to put positivity out there. So Niki you are an amazing, talented human being. You change lives for the better. Thank you.

dreadpiraterobert

I loved listening to this podcast. I'm so happy that you decided to join GP. I love the energy and creativity that you bring to the table. You've always managed to make me smile/ laugh and forget my problems for a while. You are a very skilled artist. Can't wait to see what the future holds for you and the channel. <3

Matthew Allin

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Girls Play

NOOOO i was hoping we wouldn't acknowledge it 😂

Girls Play

i can't wait to read it 🥺💕 love u

Girls Play

I really loved this podcast niki, I'm so glad you joined GP I really love the vibe and energy you bring to every stream and YouTube video that your in, you always find a way to make me smile and laugh and just have a good time while watching you ladies, also your a very talented artist and such a huge sweetheart ❤❤ and I can't wait to see what the future holds for you and GP love ya niki ❤🖤

And we almost had the "I'm so sweaty" podcast.. That was a good listen. We're all lucky you and Bells came on board just in time to help save GP. Putting that aside, you're still an awesome person and we appreciate you. Now for that Planet of the Apes marathon..

Culade

That was a good podcast, thank you Niki for sharing this with us

Thank you for this glimpse of yourself, niki. Listening to this in the car, my eyes became rather moist, toward the end. I could write a novel here, but think I'll go add on to the letter I was about to send. You are a special person, niki, and I'm so happy you're here. I still newish, but would be proud to call your friend. <3

i love you so much. thanks for being part of the family 💕

Girls Play

I’m so grateful to have you in our weird little family Niki, you have grown so much these past 2 years and I’m so proud of you. Thanks for cheering me up on my saddest days with obscure Movies and memes and Thanks for all the memories. Also I’m the last person to say this, but don’t be mean to urself, don’t talk about my fren Niki like that ok? She’s a lovely hard working soul and a gifted artist. Who cares for all And I’m happy to have her in my life ❤️

my heart 😭💕

Girls Play

🥺💕 thank you friend

Girls Play

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Girls Play

Between your last photoshoot and this podcast, I'm seeing that you are gaining, or have gained, a lot of confidence in yourself. I'm really enjoying these podcasts and being a part of Patreon, as I get to see the side of everyone that you don't get from stream or YouTube. Thanks for sharing, and letting us in. I can't stop saying that GP and the Nerd Herd are the best group of people I've ever been a part of. Thank you.

(English was never a strong suit so bare with me while I try to put feeling into words 😅) I really do love these podcasts. Especially that they allow a more personal insight into your lives, thoughts and BTS stuff. After learning of the past events it’s so heartwarming that you were able to bounce back and rebuild this amazing place and community as well as watching every member continue and enjoy doing what they love. I’m very appreciative that you continued on as I am able to be here and experience GP and be apart of it as you’ve actually helped me during these tough times giving me a place to go at the end of the day. Much love to you all ❤️

It was so great hearing these parts of your story Niki! Hearing how wonderful people like you overcome them challenges in your past and present really helps me try and figure out how to deal with my own. I appreciate you and all the parts you play in GP for the Nerd Herd. And I am glad you are still here to be you, cause you're pretty great. . . . . NO YOU!

Niki you are an absolute delight. <3

it's not a video, it's a podcast haha

Girls Play

Can't see the video just hear the voice but still love you niki you rock

🥺💕🥺💕🥺💕 love u friend

Girls Play

So nice to get the final episode of the first round of podcasts. Even though you may not think so, I find your voice soothing in this. Those 90 minutes just flew by. I'd be happy listening to a book on tape by niki :) It's funny you mention "leaving to see if people notice if you're gone". I've done the same thing, with the same results. I admit it's getting better, now that I know I'm starting to leave a bit of an impression with GP. Everyone writing "Karl" in my yearbook, while seemingly small, helps to show that people do remember who I am, and I am super appreciative of that. That said, thank you again for the kind words in the letter and the yearbook. It does mean a lot, seeing as you were the one who drew me in to GP (as Alex says you've done with a lot of the community). Luv your chill art stream face all the way to your crazy death metal face. Thanks for sharing, and I look forward to the new beans!

Garbuckle