Podcast Episode 4: Uh I’m Terrified

I'm a little late to the party, but I echo what has been said. You are amazing. These podcasts are great. Is I ever get to meet you all under"normal" conditions, I'm giving you all the biggest hugs.

Finally had a chance to listen to the full podcast, and I have to echo the comment about giving you a hug. I had a great family growing up and it was always hard for me to understand that others didn't have the same experience as me. But I've seen things over the years and had many friends who had sucky situations and it has changed my perspective alot. I think it's safe to say this community loves you and will gladly be a surrogate family for you. Much love!!! And btw, as a teacher myself, you have the absolute correct attitude. NEVER BE A TEACHER! lol

Ghostbear

You are a remarkable person. Thank you so much for sharing some of your life. You are inspiring to me. The world is so much richer with your talent and your joyful nature. (dreadpiraterobert) ps. Alex you're doing a great job.

dreadpiraterobert

Thank you!

Girls Play

Thank you, Bailey. It means so much to me, truly. <3

Girls Play

Thank you, JD. That means a lot to me. <3 I do consider GP my family!

Girls Play

Thank you <3

Girls Play

Thank you for your kind words. I really appreciate them. All my love. <3

Girls Play

I just want to give you a hug and tell you how valued you are and how proud of you I am. I love you like family Alicia. Thank you so much for opening up to us. I’ll always be here for you

I really loved this podcast Alicia, my heart truly broke hearing about the things you've been through and I'm so sorry you went through that, but I'm really glad you were able to get through those difficult & dark times and you are a very strong and beautiful person and I'm really proud to see how much you've grown the last couple years love ya Alicia <3

I'm 42 years old and have had some similar family experiences. I can't promise that your view of family will change but I can promise you that it will get easier as you get older. You will eventually find people who become your family and accept you for who you are but will also call you on your bullshit which,trust me, is a great thing. It helps to make you a better person. I wish I had been as strong as you are at 22. You and the ladies on this channel are role models and positive influences on the community and we love you so much for it. Thank you for trusting us enough to be open on this podcast.

I want to tell you Alicia you are an amazing gorges women and its so great see you on the streams. Take care Alicia massive hugs and lots of love from me to you <3 <3

That was very intense and informative. Alex really threw you and some others into the hot seat and you handled it beautifully. I was proud of you when you first joined and even more proud of how you have grown, both with GP and your personal life. Once again, I think that you, like the rest of GP, did what you do best. without trying or even realizing it, you probably helped people just by being yourself, open, honest and accepting of others and being willing to share of yourself. Thank you for the interview and everything else you do. (You're not a teacher, you're more than that). ILY <3

Thank you so much. It means a lot to me, truly!

Girls Play

You are a very strong women Alicia. The fact that you continue to shine bright dispite all the things that you have been though shows this. I'm sorry that all those things happened. A child should never ever have to go through the things that you did. Everyone deserves to have a loving and caring family. You are very brave to open up and talk about that portion of your life. Thank you for trusting us. I have absolute faith that you will be a wonderfull parent should you ever go that route. Just know that I am always in your corner and will always have your back. Much love kiddo.

Matthew Allin

Thank you very much 🖤

Girls Play

Thank you 😭🖤

Girls Play

Thank you ❤️ you mean a lot to me!!

Girls Play

Thank you 🖤🖤 it means a lot!

Girls Play

We love you Alicia your a strong one and if you do ever decide to have kids i think you'd do great cause they'll make you stronger

Well god damn these podcasts are amazing. Greatness is forged in fire Alicia, and you are glowing bright! *dab*

these podcasts are good to listen and learn

This podcast definitely proves that you are unstoppable. My heart hurts for everything you went through. Your strength, courage and determination are undeniable. You're such an amazing person and you have one of the best support systems out there. Thank you so much for sharing your story. One day I'll share mine. Love you!

It's been wonderful to see your journey in GP from the beginning. You're so much more confident now, which is just natural, but still been great to see you find your place in the group. You made me go look at that first photoshoot you did with Liv and it's incredible, fun(ny) and beautiful. Sorry to hear that about your family, I had some hunch but still breaks my heart. I'm so glad you got through those difficult times and I wish you nothing but the best. 💚

Thank you. I adore you. 🖤

Girls Play

Thank you, Cassian. It means so much. 🖤

Girls Play

Alicia, thanks so much for sharing. It just goes to show how much you've grown in these two years, that you are willing and able to share so much of your life with us. Had GP been doing these vlogs when you started, it would have been much different. Just being able to open up proves how our little community/family really is the best. Whenever someone asks why I watch religiously, it's difficult to put into words, but your podcast is a piece of what makes all of us come back day after day. And don't worry, the girls definitely have your back when it comes to family stuff. As niki says, if someone doesn't have a dad (physically or emotionally), well, she's your dad now :) We love you to pieces, Alicia, and are just so thankful to have you in our lives. The GP girls can confirm <3

Garbuckle

First off I want to applaud you for your courage in opening yourself up like this and talking about your personal life, it couldn't of been easy for you and my respect for you as a person has skyrocketed!!!, I'm not an overly emotional person but I teared up listening to this and I'm not ashamed to admit it, you had a lot of things happen to you in your life but you didn't let it break you, Alicia you have to do the things in life that brings you the most happiness, I haven't known you that long but you are a wonderful human being and I'm proud to call you my friend and I hope consider me a friend also, you and the rest of the GP girls are like family to me and I hope that might help explain why I do what I do in chat, i made a promise to support the girls and the community, and I'm so happy you have beau in your life, you are a good person alicia never forget that, the GP girls mean the world to me and if you should ever need anything I'll be there for you all 💜