Vlog 10: Personal Update, Tahoe & Beach
Added 2020-08-23 04:09:06 +0000 UTCHi, friends! This vlog is very important to me, as I go into a little more depth on the personal part of my life that I’ve been keeping away from the community in fear of lash-outs or poor response. I will go into details in the near future when the opportunity is right, but for now, I just ask for the same unconditional love that I have been given for the past 8 months without this having been said. I love each and every one of you so much and hope that our relationship won’t be impacted by my own personal life decisions. <3
Side Note: Every technical difficulty in the WORLD happened while trying to piece together this video, so hopefully the editing turned out okay.
UPDATE: the first 3:30 is messed up, which is the important part 😭 but the rest of the vlog is fine so maybe just listen for the first part. Sorry y’all, I really went through hell n back for this vlog and it still hates me.
luh u, nerd, say it back
Comments
Thank you, Ewan. It means a lot. ❤️
Girls Play
2020-08-30 22:25:54 +0000 UTCThere it is... I poked you the other day on stream because lots of little things you were saying lately added up to there being someone in your life again. I’ve got nothing to say about the choice you’re making - it’s your decision and you’re owning it. Having the agency to make your own choices is what it means to be a full and self-actualized person. It’s your life after all and choosing for yourself how you spend it is so important - no matter what others think. If for no other reason than that, I’m very proud of you. ❤️
2020-08-30 21:58:53 +0000 UTCTech was a problem 🤷🏻♀️ but it was important
Girls Play
2020-08-26 18:06:19 +0000 UTCThat was a odd video!
2020-08-26 18:05:54 +0000 UTCLove who u wanna love just be the amazing person u are love kay
2020-08-25 20:21:13 +0000 UTCYou’re happy and that’s all that matters. Go out there and live your best life. I’ll be here to support you along the way. Love you.
2020-08-24 17:56:50 +0000 UTCAll I want for you is to be loved and who am I to question that. From what i’ve experienced it’s one of the most beautiful emotions we possess and who am I to deny that to someone. Congrats on your relationship. Loved the cursed vlog and all the footage. You have my support and love still
2020-08-24 09:32:47 +0000 UTCI don't often speak about the relationships of the people who matter to me in my life among which are you and the other ladies alicia. I like to consider you all as a part of my extended family along with the nerd herd. With that taken into consideration may I say that I am deeply happy to hear that you have found happiness alicia and happiness in the arms of someone who you love with your entire heart. That is something that in this modern age is extraordinarily rare. True love is capable of overcoming all the world can throw at it. I want you to know that we are happy for you. At least the members of this community that truly want to be there for you and truly care to see you happy are happy for you. On a personal front I don't know this guy who you love so I don't think it is my place to pass judgement on him or on you for loving him. I don't know you irl so I don't think it's my place to judge your life choices. I respect them and don't judge them. As long as you're happy with your choices and the decisions you have made as a grown woman we should respect that completely and be happy that you are happy. Onto the video. Its quite glitchy in all but audio. Can I give you my thoughts and positivity that you may or may not have heard a million times from a million different people. Let your heart make the decision who you love and who you want to spend your existence with. Ours is not to question the fickle nature of the heart. People who have not lived your life should not try to live it for you. Every part of your life makes you the person you are. Victories and defeats. Gains and losses. Hardships and triumphs. Every moment crafts us into the people we are. Your life is your story. Life is a stage and we are all but players on said stage. You are the director of your life play. I'm sorry I went on a bit but I thought it might help.
2020-08-24 01:12:00 +0000 UTCMaybe I’ll make it an ongoing joke 😂
Girls Play
2020-08-23 23:34:43 +0000 UTCWe love and support you in all things, period. Also, if I may provide some constructive criticism: this vlog definitely could've used more fingerguns during the first 3 minutes. I, for one, hope to see you make up for this by making your next vlog nothing *but* fingerguns. 👈🤠👉
Nestor Custodio
2020-08-23 23:34:16 +0000 UTCSO CURSED
Girls Play
2020-08-23 23:33:06 +0000 UTCThis vlog is cursed and I love it.
2020-08-23 23:32:47 +0000 UTCIt was such a pretty shot I was able to catch with some binoculars!! Thank you for your endless support ❤️
Girls Play
2020-08-23 22:23:37 +0000 UTCThank you 🥺 I love you
Girls Play
2020-08-23 22:22:32 +0000 UTCThank you, Shiki. I really appreciate it ❤️
Girls Play
2020-08-23 22:22:09 +0000 UTCAlicia, you are an amazingly sweet person, and I'm just happy that you're happy. I'm not the best at keeping up with everything going on in all the girls' lives as far as Twitter posts and all, so I never got that many details of what happened 8 months ago, but I know all I need to really: that you know what happened and what is happening and you've made your decision and are happy with it <3 I luh yu Coolgirl! And from what I can see from the 50+ comments above me, the whole rest of the Nerd Herd feels the same! Oh, and I'm so sorry that your vlog was giving you so many technical headaches :( It was still very sweet <3 And those dogs are so cute!
2020-08-23 19:11:17 +0000 UTCAlicia, I will never be upset with you for making a choice that makes you happy. since I've known you, I've believed in you, am very proud of you and give you my undying support, I wish you all of my best and eternal happiness. Tahoe is possibly the most incredible place in America but I so love that scene of the kite at the end. How fitting of an ending. Much Love.
2020-08-23 15:37:50 +0000 UTCAlicia Never be afraid to be happy because it’s your life you choose to live how you want it and if that means opening up and sharing that’s is totally up to you plus we want to see you ladies happy because we love and adore you all ! And when you know you’ve found the one it’s hard to let go but then i just want you to know whoever doesn’t agree with it there dooshie ! I am so happy you’ve grown as a person and I can see how much you’ve grown your a wonderful lady and I want you to know your appreciated in many ways and just to see you happy again it’s a blessing ! Luv ya ! 🥰👉🏻👈🏻🥺
2020-08-23 13:22:21 +0000 UTCThat was nice, good your you getting everything on the right track now❤
2020-08-23 10:24:30 +0000 UTCI've said this over and over again and I will continue to do so.... those who don't support your decisions have no say in it because it's YOUR CHOICE.... as long as you're happy that is all that matters... I'm so so happy that you're happy sweets, you absolutely deserve this and I wish nothing but the best for you two.... you're a sweet bean Alicia you will always have everyone's support here🖤🖤... I absolutely love and adore you to the ends of the earth and I always will 🖤🖤
2020-08-23 08:05:16 +0000 UTCIt's your life, kiddo. Do what makes you happy. We're gonna be behind you no matter what.
wickideazy
2020-08-23 07:29:17 +0000 UTCPersonally this doesn't affect my stance on you. I almost never make it to stream due to different timezone and thus I can't stay fully updated on everyone, as this is the first I hear about your troubles. I will simply wish you strength and honour through the process. You go Alicia, you're awesome!
2020-08-23 06:50:02 +0000 UTCAlicia you deserve to be happy and whatever that means for you I will always support you. I'm not in your shoes and I never will be. All I know is your a great friend and I love ya. Ur an amazing person and you work so hard and it shows. Your amazing!
2020-08-23 06:30:29 +0000 UTCI would go to the ends of this earth for you, Allan. You are such a good friend & I can’t tell you how much I appreciate you enough.
Girls Play
2020-08-23 05:29:37 +0000 UTCThank you, Yogih 🥰
Girls Play
2020-08-23 05:29:09 +0000 UTCWe understand Alicia, you deserve happiness and you do what you need to do to enjoy life to the fullest. Luh u cowboi ❤️
2020-08-23 05:27:43 +0000 UTCey! Alicia. go and do whatever you need to be happy bby, thats all anyone can ever ask. I do so much dimwitted shit all the time, so i will be the last person to judge. i LOVE YOU and that shall never change <3
2020-08-23 05:19:32 +0000 UTCThank you, Rad!
Girls Play
2020-08-23 05:11:37 +0000 UTCThank you 😭🖤
Girls Play
2020-08-23 05:11:23 +0000 UTCI can never hate you beautiful Alicia ♥️ your amazing person so beautiful talented funny kind caring loveable cute sweet and hardworking and I will always give you my love and support and respect til the end of time and you will always take my breath away 😍 love you lots 😙😙😙😙😘🤗😍❤️💗
Rad Dodd
2020-08-23 05:08:32 +0000 UTCHi alicia, one life live it, you do what makes you happy because in the end your happiness is all that matters, I know you all don't see me on stream chat much and for that I apologise, (crazy hours) ,but you gotta follow your heart me personally I'm happy for you and I'm sure everybody else that cares for you is to💜
2020-08-23 04:42:24 +0000 UTCThank you for saying this 😭😭 I love the way you worded it and everything. Thank you for supporting me always!
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:40:37 +0000 UTCI’m a dedicated nerd herder. My opinion(s) your life choices whatever they maybe are irrelevant considering said decisions have no bearing on the life of who you know as StillChang. Peace be with you ✌🏾😎
2020-08-23 04:40:03 +0000 UTCARROW I WOULD DIE FOR YOU. I love you. Thank you for always having my back.
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:38:52 +0000 UTCHey you ❤️ thank you for taking this well. You were by my side very tightly when everything went down and I want to thank you for that as well. You mean a lot to me as a member of this community and I appreciate you immensely.
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:38:32 +0000 UTCIf it's what feels right for YOU then it can't be wrong. Proud of your courage in opening up <3 Gotcha back, always <3
2020-08-23 04:37:53 +0000 UTCTech difficulties aside the vlog was very nice. Glad that you had fun at Lake Taho and on the beach trip with the girls. The dogs are so cute. Thanks for the vlog.
Matthew Allin
2020-08-23 04:37:36 +0000 UTCThank you so much 😭 I really am the happiest I’ve ever been, but the sadness you may sense was just the fear of how people might react. Thank you for supporting me.
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:30:38 +0000 UTCDon't be sad, be proud of these decisions. Make them for you, and you alone. It will truly show who stands behind you, or who just puts up a front. I am happy for you, wish nothing but the best!!
2020-08-23 04:29:53 +0000 UTCThank you 😭🙏🏼
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:25:39 +0000 UTCThank you 😭😭 I wish I could give ya a BIIIIIIG Squeeze!!
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:25:24 +0000 UTCWe love you too and have your back
2020-08-23 04:25:08 +0000 UTCI love you 🥺 thank you for saying this. Truly.
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:22:48 +0000 UTCSuper happy for you Alicia! Just know that I wish nothing but the best for you! Along with everyone who is a part of GP! Luh U Nerd!
2020-08-23 04:22:33 +0000 UTCNothin but love Alicia, nothin but love.
2020-08-23 04:22:32 +0000 UTCWell you did mention something about technical difficulties... 😁😁😁
Ghostbear
2020-08-23 04:18:58 +0000 UTCThank you, Karl. It means the world.
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:18:42 +0000 UTCno, I LUH U, nerd! No ifs, ands, or buts.
Garbuckle
2020-08-23 04:18:13 +0000 UTCIf you get past the first 3:30 (the important part of course lol) the rest of the vlog works fine 😭
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:17:34 +0000 UTCThank you 🥺👉🏼👈🏼
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:17:05 +0000 UTCThank you 🥺😉
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:16:55 +0000 UTCHAHAHAHA THE HEARTFELT PART IS JUST ME POINTING AT THE CAMERA OVER N OVER KILL MEEEEE
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:16:42 +0000 UTCUnconditional! 💙
Ghostbear
2020-08-23 04:16:09 +0000 UTCit back :P
2020-08-23 04:15:45 +0000 UTCThank you, love. I’ve worked really hard on myself and who I am as an individual & I’ve found true happiness inside and out. 😭🖤
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:14:58 +0000 UTCThank you for saying this. It means the absolute world. ❤️
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:14:07 +0000 UTCno idea about anything in the video, but support from me 100%, and sadly i dont think the video part worked for u, but we can think of it as a podcast
2020-08-23 04:13:26 +0000 UTCHappy for you Alicia, and that's all you need to be for yourself 😊
Whistler45
2020-08-23 04:13:20 +0000 UTCWe all love you and in my opinion nothing has changed
2020-08-23 04:13:13 +0000 UTCGood 🥺🖤
Girls Play
2020-08-23 04:12:11 +0000 UTC
