Makarimorph

Confidence

Added 2020-07-15 07:26:25 +0000 UTC

Hi all, I dont normally bog down your patreon timeline with personal notations like this but I thought id make a quick comment on something im struggling with.

Recently my confidence in my art has been dashed, through one event or another and just general lack of confidence with my own progression as an artist iv felt that I'm not producing the kind of art I should be. This is not an art block as I can still draw happily and freely, this feels more like a clash of my mind as to what i put down i'm never happy with.

So for those who have been effected by my dispondance I am sorry I only ever want to produce the finest art for all of you and may be that's part of the compounding problem, maybe i set my standards too high for my self but I want better for my self and for all of you who have supported me.

How am I going to fix this? In all honestly I don't know, i'm planning on reducing the amount of patreon spots I have available to allow me more time to focus on my self, and my own self perseverance. I did contemplate cutting off ALL patreon art rewards... but that would be A. Unprofessional as I still need to pay my bills and B. I don't want to disconnect my self from all of you.

Thank you again to everyone who has supported me through this time and thank you to those who continue to do so <3 I hope I can get back to what I was for all of you.