Self-conditioning is important
Added 2021-11-29 10:44:39 +0000 UTCThis was inspired by the title phrase, which I saw on twitter this morning, and loved!
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You knelt on the floor, and began. The words you had been given filled your mind as you stared blankly ahead. Those words quickly began to overflow, tumbling out of your mouth. “I am a good toy, I do as I am told.” The sensation of pleasure stirred as you spoke.
“I am a good toy, I do as I am told.” The words felt so good to say. You felt your mind fogging over, more and more, with each repetition. “I am a good toy, I do as I am told. I am a good toy, I do as I am told. I am a good toy, I do as- as- as I am told.”
The haze made it difficult for your mouth to form the words. But you kept going. Feeling the pleasure of obedience growing with each passing moment. “I- I- I am a… goooood toy. I- I do as- as- I am told.” And by now, you were moaning out your pleasure, feeling so good.
Before long, you were really struggling to complete your mantra out loud. But your mind kept thinking it, and occasionally, you would say one of the words, and feel another surge of pleasure. It felt so good to condition yourself like this, to make yourself a better toy for them.
