Anticipation
Added 2020-11-07 13:59:33 +0000 UTCThis is all about the wait, as you want to just... Drop.
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“Okay pet. It’s going to be very simple.” They took a hold of your chin, forcing you to look up at them. “I’m going to tell you to drop. And when I do, you will just fall into trance for me. It’ll be easy.” They smirked, the half-smile curling their lips so beautifully.
“That will be easy. The hard part is going to be dealing with the anticipation.” You blinked, in confusion. Your brain was already feeling a little fuzzy just from the way they were speaking to you. “It’ll start soon. As I talk more. You’ve dropped for me before.”
“You know what it feels like. To just sink. To feel your body go limp, like a puppet with its strings cut. No energy. Just relaxation.” You could feel it beginning already. Your body was getting heavy. Soon, only their hand on your chin was what was holding you up.
“And then comes your mind, draining away, drifting away. Like I’ve pulled the plug on your thoughts and they all just sink away. Just like you sink.” Your eyes were having a hard time staying open, fluttering, and drooping. But you fought, you hadn’t been told to drop yet.
“Such a good pet for me. Staying up, juts barely. Using all of your energy. Mmm… You look so god like this. Pretty much gone already. Just wating for me. Just waiting on me, to tell you. To. Drop.” They let go of your chin as they snapped their fingers.
All was darkness. Nothing stirred in your mind. Your body was limp. You mid was gone. Just their voice. Only their voice. You could feel it, moving through your mind. Changing you. They had ben right. The anticipation was the hard part, when sinking felt so good.
