I have so many dreams and things I want to do now... but I feel like all of them come at a cost.
I've been thinking about this a lot as SENSORY has been wrapping down... It's the best and most ambitious thing I've ever done. I feel like it's done a lot of good for the people who read it, but it also completely consumed my life from March until now in a way that was completely unsuatainable....
Still, I wouldn't change anything. It's hard to talk about something being so exhausting when it was also such a source of genuine euphoria and pride.
I guess it's OK for things to be nuanced xD
Realistically it's not going to be the last time I do something like this... the cool thing is that I've learned a *lot* from this experience and I feel like I'll be able to do it more responsibly next time OwO
Dyna
2021-09-29 17:38:42 +0000 UTC