One of my favourite shows is Bojack Horseman, which is probably not a surprise to anyone, haha. Lately, I've been thinking a lot about this part of the show where Bojack's done a movie and he's doing interviews and stuff and everyone keeps being like 'So, what's next?' and he kind of freaks out and he's all like, 'Why does there always have to be something *next*' and I'm kind of feeling that right now haha
On the one hand, I absolutely definitely want there to be a 'next' for me. I want to make more books and continue to grow as an artist. I want the work I make in the future to be better than what I'm making now, but on the other hand, it's troublesome how quickly something you make is consumed, both by your audience and by yourself.
I want to slow down and make room for myself to breathe creatively, but I also want to zoom on to the next thing and make as much as I can! I for sure need to find a healthy balance, and I don't think there's anything inherently wrong with either.
I guess this is just another episode of Bex Overthinks Everything haha :>
Dyna
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