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Autism Be Like.... (WIP)

Added 2020-10-19 12:54:57 +0000 UTC

I've been trying to make a comic like this for MONTHS and every time, I can never bring it to completion.

I don't know if I'll finish this one either.... even just typing out the text bubbles has me shaking. This kind of scenario hurts me *so much*. I've come to expect this from my family, it's been going on for my entire life and while it hurts, I've kind of accepted it, but like.... the rules lawyering thing absolutely cuts me like a knife because it comes from my friends

I'm trying to describe it now and I just *can't* even type it out.... It feels weird when they think they're being kinda fun/joking (even tho they're serious) but like....

GOD I can't even talk about it oh my god....

A part of me is like 'well bex, YOU'RE the problem here so stfu' but like.... idk..... Now knowing about my autism and coming to terms with that over the last couple of months just makes this stuff hurt even more. It's a lot to process. For context my family don't know and I've only told a handful of my friends recently weeewoo

Reading what I've written for this comic, it's literally not even that bad.... I think the problem is that I'm trying to compress decades of feelings into four panels and it's leaving me a bit stuck...

I really want to be able to make this comic, I hope I can. Anyway I just wanted to show what I have so far so that you know I'm working on stuff :3

OOF.