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Old Photos Revisited

Added 2020-04-09 17:04:50 +0000 UTC

It’s been a couple of years since I last looked at them, I think. It’s almost been 4 years since I was there but it still feels so fresh in a lot of ways.

I’ve been doing a lot of work on Violapse this week and it's been Really Good. I had a breakthrough in the writing that solved a lot of the problems I’ve been having and I’m just feeling really motivated to work on it in general so you can expect some content for that soon (finally omg..)

I think the reason why I looked at them is because I didn’t want to lose sight of why I’m making Violapse in the first place. As a reminder of where I was but also of how far I’ve come.

In more ways than I’d like to admit, I define myself by what happened to me. I don’t talk about it often because I know people would think it’s very ugly but I’m incredibly motivated by spite.

I want to be successful because I want to make myself untouchable. I want to be safe. But also because I want him to see how much I’ve built for myself and know that nothing he ever did to me could break me.