Hello my dear Masters ♡ I know I’ve been a little quiet lately… and honestly, it took a lot of courage for me to even make this post. But moving forward, I want to be more open and honest with the people who support me and care about me so much.
One thing I’ve realized is that the longer I go without making announcements, the more I start to feel like I don’t “deserve” to make them anymore… which I know sounds silly, but it’s something I genuinely struggle with. I tend to isolate and sink too deep into my own space when I’m overwhelmed, and sometimes I convince myself that nobody would really care. I know that isn’t a healthy mindset, and it’s something I’m trying to work on and get better at.
After receiving so many kind, loving messages from people who were worried about me, I felt it was only right to explain what’s been happening. Over the past month, the recent changes with YouTube monitoring have honestly been really stressful for me. I’ve been constantly second guessing what I can and can’t post, thumbnails, backgrounds, wording in scripts, even topics themselves. Every upload is like a coin flip, and that level of uncertainty slowly drained a lot of my creativity. It’s honestly really hard to write a story when you don’t even know if it might get taken down.
Because my YouTube is so closely tied to how I create content on Patreon, it made everything even more confusing. My content style is such a big part of what brought this beautiful community together, and I was scared if i deviate from how I make videos it could jeopardize everything. All of that stress eventually started to affect my health, and I had to step back and really think about what changes I need to make. not just for my work, but for my long term happiness and the health of our community too.
After a lot of thought, I’ve decided that I’ll be focusing less on YouTube and more on Patreon. I also want to bring back polls so I can stay closely connected with how you’re feeling and what you’d like to see, instead of guessing on my own.
Thank you so much for your patience, your kindness, and your love. It truly means more to me than I can put into words ♡
For the remainder of winter I have a two part Elf story line featuring two different elves who work under the same workshop under santa, each one will be it's own story line with a different MC kun, but it's the same location and timeframe. I will also be posting the last catgirl and make one more character for the master tier before the month ends. And if I have time I will see if there is anything else I can do. For January since it is still winter, I plan on keeping the scripts into a winter theme maybe ❄️
Thank you, as always, for all your love and support, my dear Masters ♡ It truly means everything to me, I hope to continue to be worthy of your support, while providing the best stories I can for everyone's enjoyment! ☕🌸
Kizzdormu
2025-12-24 15:28:00 +0000 UTCHungryCoils
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