Home-Made Paragliding / Raccoon and Blue Jay / Zander stickers WIPs

This has been such a strange year, it's kind of weird that almost one month to get over but at the same time I felt like it lasted especially more than other years, for me 2024 was kind of eternal. I don't know if this is my 30-something existential dread that finally is hitting, but I don't feel okay. Outside everyone could call I'm alright (I think), that I'm such a lucky person with friends and a sort of skill on drawing, but deep inside I've been having a sort of internal crisis that I don't understand, where I have horrible dreams, I force myself to enjoy the small things I was used to enjoy, and so many times I want to be alone but then I'm alone and I get depressed, and then I avoid completely to be on internet because that makes me dizzy and I've noticed how disconnected I've been completely from the world, and when I want to check my Telegram messages there are like 80+ conversations and that's when I think "I shouldn't feel alone, there is a lot of people who wants to talk with me", but then I take ages to reply every message and I realize that I may take weeks to reply to a person the next message, so it feels like the quantity of messages it is definitely not a quality of human interaction, and sometimes I miss important messages. And there are so many things crossing my mind that when I'm finally in presence of a friend, face to face, I completely miss how they feel, what is going on their lives, making me feel I am a terrible friend, a terrible brother, a terrible son. I don't want to live in automatic, "I don't want to be a dead man walking".
Also I want to do so many things, so many projects I have in mind, and then I can't do them because I was committed to do so many things that makes me feel bad if I don't do them, or I need to do them because I need money and are paid projects, or those are projects I definitely can't say no, and then those things I have in mind never happen. Like my Art & Biro comic.

Anyway!! I've been working on some pictures, one that was a commission I had taken during a convention, and uff, I'm just starting working on those >_<
Another pic that I did because I really wanted to do it.
And another WIP of that huge telegram stickers pack I'm doing for Zander and Skylar.

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Home-Made Paragliding

Seconds from disaster!
Hyperious attempts to take flight with his DIY cardboard paragliding.
Nebstar can already tell this is going to end badly, but by the time he realizes what their otter friend is up to, it's too late.

He's okay! He survived! A few bandages and band-aids later, he’s back on his feet, making him to rethink...... his design and considering a bit more safety for next time.

Picture for Hyperious and Nebstar.

Digital. Procreate.
You can see the full time-lapse process video attached on this post!

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Raccoon and Blue Jay

Two inseparable friends, sharing everyday tasks and turning them into wildly bizarre adventures.
Coincidence with any existing TV show? Maybe!
But raccoons and blue jays are so cool!

Traditional. Watercolors.
This will be exhibited at the MFF's Art show.

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More Zander and Skylar Telegram Stickers Sketches

9 more sketches for their Telegram stickers that will be huge, I will take a while to complete them all, I had already shared other 9 sketches on the last post here on Patreon

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Sorry for my emo mood, everything will be alright, I'm not just getting deep in a crisis coma, I'm even going to a therapist. I feel like my dilemmas and stuff are such 1st world problems, there are so many more people dealing with more serious stuff and me just dealing with what is probably a 30s crisis.

But once again, thank you so much for your support, it really helps me a lot, I'm doing my best to share you the best content!
I love you all!

Paco.