New Patreon Month. Thanks!

Thanks to all of you, for real. I was sharing some words to the Clubhouse Telegram group but I decided I should give you proper thanks on a message.

I know it's not personal and it's a general message I'm posting for all Patreons, but this is something I really want to tell to each one of you like if I was writing you, one by one, in personal message.

Some of these words may sound very repetitive for you, since I'm always write them at the end of every post here on Patreon, and also some of the words I've repeated on the last months that I've been sharing on the last months that this problem with my arm has lasted. I may not be so good at words, I may not be so good with the English language, but this comes from my heart.

These have been so difficult months to me and are giving me valuable knowledge about life and mainly about patience, definitely I can say this experience is giving me a very important message about where and how I want to lead my life. I want to keep painting happiness in as many people who allow me, I love so much doing what I decided to do, but I was overworking on a very unhealthy way that for more happiness I wanted to give to all of you, I was not paying attention on my own self. This obsession with my own work, for more beautiful it was, it was avoiding me to see again small things from this life and from those who surround me, including you.

Going through this difficult time wouldn't have been possible without all of you, if you were not here right now supporting me, I'm not sure how I would be getting over these months. 

Today is a new Patreon month, you all received your monthly charge, and I keep seeing most of you here, even knowing I haven't been working on the past months, even if I was not sharing new full resolution pictures (because I don't have any new one). Of course there is the negative side of me feeling as an awful person for receiving money for free and doing almost nothing currently, but definitely I should feel grateful to have a community of friends who are unconditionally giving me their honest support. You'll get double on life for this, and once I'm better I will be back to keep doing my best to improve and keep creating beautiful things.

I may be not be as workaholic as I was months ago, but I will keep creating every piece with a lot of love, even more than I was giving it already, because when I get better, I will be so grateful with this life and with those who are here with me for giving me another chance to keep creating and doing what I love to do the most.

I really love you all, you're the very best!
And hopefully at the end of this month I'll be better.

Paco.