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Full Resolution Pics #142

I'm realizing I'm one of the very few artists on Patreon who makes a whole journal each time I'm sharing with all of you my Full Resolution Pictures. I guess because I'm try not to share anything about my personal life nor even my feelings publicly, and I only ended up doing it with my friends and at the Clubhouse. This space is also part of the Clubhouse and it is like a quick update of what is happening with me, my grumbles, my situations, what causes my anxiety, and of course what makes me happy and gives me joy. 

And once again, this is Paco from the past talking with all of you. I'm traveling to Europe, this time will be a shorter trip considering going so far from home. When this is being shared I'm gonna still in Mexico but probably rushing for going to the airport, so I preferred to schedule this.
I'm going to Prague to visit this red panda who is in the cover of this journal. Long ago that I didn't have that feeling of excitement for meeting an internet friend, funny that I consider him as "internet friend" when we met at NordicFuzzCon 2020, if I hadn't attended that convention very unlikely I would have known about him, but there he was, that fursuiter doing a very cool performance, very Disney park quality performance. That's something that gets me easily: good fursuit performers. 

But back then I couldn't meet him very well, and I just made a drawing of his character when I was in my flight back to America, and for my drawing we could get in contact and started talking online....  A REALLY LOT! Nowadays I'm not very used to chat that much like when I was younger and I was crazy for the internet, now I consider internet like a working place more like where I can find entertainment, but of course I chat from time to time with some friends, but if I haven't stopped talking with someone is with this guy, and going to Prague to visit him is something that gives me some ticklings in the stomach for the excitement of meeting someone who I only know online. For those who are reading this and are very close good friends of mine, don't be jealous, I love each one of my friends and I'm always excited when I'm going to see them again, when I visit them, when they visit me, when I see my friends at furry conventions... but all of you are people who I already know and very well, that I see and immediately run to hug you. But I'm sure you can share my excitement when you meet someone who you knew online only and then you get to meet them in person.
From time to time I get to meet for first time many of you who got in the Clubhouse and we met at furry conventions and it's so cool to finally put a real face on your names, I can't lie! It's also very exciting! Like this FC that I got to meet many of you for first time! 

But since I've talked with Steel for so long already, we've been for 3 years internet friends that if we don't get to chat at least once a day, we do it once a week (Which is a lot to me), I'm truly excited to finally meet him. I'm kind of nervous for some reason, I don't want to have really high expectations, after all we are al humans and we shouldn't have expectations of others, but many times I worry that I can be so boring for others. I tend to be a little bit quiet and shy in many aspects. At least I know that he's also nervous that he may not be a good host. I'm not demanding at all, tho! 

I'm also nervous for my flights today, when this is posted I still don't know how well my flights went. I'll have two layovers for getting to Prague, my first connection is in Houston, and I will need to cross customs (it's obligatory, despite I'm just having a connection). But the time between a flight and another one is only 1 hour 10 minutes, and sometimes that's only the time in line for customs. And it will be kind the same situation in my second layover in Frankfurt, Germany, that the waiting time between one flight and another one is only 1 hour 30 minutes, and I need to cross EU customs there! I will need to rush on every flight, and be lucky. If you are reading this when I just posted this, wish me luck! I will let everyone knows how it went on the Clubhouse.

And after visiting Prague, we're going to drive from Czechia to Sweden for NordicFuzzCon, which is my personal favorite furry convention in the world, and I was looking so badly for it to happen. It's finally happening again after the pandemic. If you'll be there... see you there!! (Hug Mausie, is important!)

I already have a list of things to do during those long flights, I want to advance some drawings and read a novel that someone from this Clubhouse is requesting me to read to give them my opinion, I will do, I just didn't have time during these past crazy weeks.

When I'm back, I will host a friend from California who is visiting me for a week, and after that... I have no traveling plans at all for almost the entire year, so I will be able to plan things for my personal life, to finally clear that promised queue once and for all, and starting that promised chapter 2. 

I'm also going to schedule some WIPs and skethces I was working on during these days, wait for it in some days! 

This panda loves you all!! Thank you for your support! You all are awesome!!

Paco.

Full Resolution Pics #142

Comments

Thank you Past Paco for your Journal entry. May your trip to see your Friend in Europe go well. And Keep doing your best Future Paco. Have a good time at NordicFuzzCon and with your friend from California. Sounds to be a hearty virtuous journey meeting someone you've known many years ago. To have friends you still contact, visit, and love from years ago sounds awesome. ☆0=0/★

Picori Kirby


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