Update and Future Content

So it's been a bit.

I'm here to post another one of these ominous sounding updates. However, this time around... it's with great news!

For about the last month, shortly after starting work on C. Viper, I was able to start my process with medication. I'm pleased to say that it's been working very well for me. Not only have I been able to focus, but in turn it has also helped increase my overall mood/mindset. I've been progressing very nicely with it, but I didn't want to push myself too hard. I'm at a very comfortable point right now and I have so much motivation, and ideas I would love to share with you all. I also appreciate all the love and nice comments that you have shared with me along the way. It's helped me remember that I can still enjoy what I do and why I love doing it.

With all that being said... Content.

Don't worry I haven't forgotten about working on C. Viper along the way. In fact, I've been doing almost nothing but working on her. This progress has helped me immensely on improving and learning more than ever. In short, she's been about done since around the last week or so. I've just been constantly improving upon her model and refining her along the way, and really taking my time with it. There was never a dull moment or a time of discontent over any of the process. Even including mundane tasks that I've done seemingly hundreds of times. I always had more ideas or things I wanted to add/try and everything came out better than I had hoped. I didn't stop until there was nothing left that I could think of to improve upon. The improvements may not entirely be all visible ones, but trust me, everything behind the scenes will be much smoother as well. (I've said improve a lot...)

With all that being said, she is now completely finished and I will be posting her turntable and hi-res renders shortly.

Now that billing has resumed, I will continue to work as before. Only hopefully this time I will be more consistent with content and updates. I may start off a little slower just to get my bearings, mostly working on pins and what not, but I would like to get back to animating as well. I do however want to take more time with them and finally start making more long form animations. I'm not going to hype anything up or make any promises, but I would like to at least voice my thoughts and goals. Again, don't want to bite off more than I can chew, so I'll start with just making ANY content to begin with...

As for models, I've cleared any mental expectations of continuing anything I had in the works. I'll definitely come back to them at some point, but I'm not going to start forcing myself to do something again if I don't want to. I plan on continuing to take my time, so I wouldn't expect a new model super consistently as before, but we'll see how motivated I am. I have a couple of Deadlock models I'd love to make since I've been playing it a bunch again in my small bits of off time. If that changes, then it changes, but I'm hoping to create more and maybe finally update/make something with Lady Geist... now that it's been almost a year. Yikes.

Anyway, that about exhausts my thoughts on the matter, and most likely everyone's attention span. I appreciate if you took the time to read all my ramblings, and if you didn't, I really don't blame you. Just here letting you know I'm not dead and I'm sure as hell not giving up. Take care of yourselves and remember that you come first. Just because things are difficult, doesn't mean that they need to be, or that they will be forever.

Much love, and as always... Stay tuned.

-ReBit