5 April.. The protein bar obsession starts ;3

I've been rejected from a lot of stuff recently so I decided to channel that vague upset into making a website, I have no idea when this will be finished since like always I have a never-ending amount of ideas and constantly get distracted by other stuff. However, I've made good progress so far I think. (can't figure out how to position the letter rabbit without messing up the formatting of everything 3: )

also been trying to handcode my own portfolio site to make my portfolio more tempting for all the open call/funding people that I'm semi regularly harassing. This is a very rough draft and I'm trying to get all the code to work before I actually get started with real design :p

I'm also about to start cave art + egyptian art zines, I'd love to create a series of zines dedicated to telling people more about art history and how right after realism we just kinda yearned to get back to the simple times... So many artists (especially Gauguin were inspired by "primitve art". Still obsessed with zines as always and have been pondering what this months zine could be. Perhaps something about ageing or birthdays (I'm gonna be 20 soon wooo!!!1) I always thought I'd be really cool and awesome by 20 and have a big beautiful flat, sadly I don't have that yet but! I have a cool audience and can draw lots and lots everyday, and I've also kind of figured out the thing that I wanna do for the rest of my life. I guess I already had that figured out since I've been drawing for 15+ years and never really considered much else besides being a mortician. That dream was given up quite quickly though after I figured out how I'd have to go to med school but I think I was given misinformation so maybe if everything comes crumbling down I can just be a mortician.

Got sidetracked from this because I've gotten really into the idea of upping my protein intake.. my diet is really bad right now and I am constantly sick and tired which is affecting my art making capabilities which frustrates me. My solution to all of this is getting protein bars + powder. I don't really think consuming a bunch of protein will fix me but its a good start and might give me a little bit more energy. Are 10g protein bars even worth it??? I'm stuck between getting more bars for a cheaper price or less bars that are 20g for the same price. Anyways I have promised lots and lots of things and I'm very bad at remembering to do things turns out but I love all of yous and am very very very grateful for all the support and money and stuff that keeps me going ;3 I'd like to take cute pictures for these, maybe use pictures of my gallery trips/cafe trips to make these posts more cute and aesthetic :o