Ninetales VIP sketches + Update

Here are some of the attempted sketches I have right now, uhm, I don't like them though, they don't convey the emotion I want. I do have one that has potential and I'll update this post when it's a little more fleshed out in about an hour. I won't bother you with an update email though, since I plan on updating/catching up today and tomorrow, so just check back later if you're that interested! Hopefully the piece will be done sometime before the evening.

Even if I don't like the sketches, maybe you will? Feel free to color them or do something with them!

----- LIFE STUFF -----

Ack, I wanted to apologize for not getting my work done faster, I unfortunately have some mental illness that flares up when I'm under stress, and not being able to afford my dental bills is really stressing me out, and that makes it hard for me to draw since I'm anxious about it and it makes it difficult to focus. Plus eating scares me because of the pain so I haven't been getting enough nutrition. Commissions have been hard to just sit and give my full attention to, but I have a couple done and will be in touch with those I haven't completed yet.

I'm in a vicious circle right now but I'm going to try to do something about it, just thank you for bearing with me until this gets sorted! Sorry it took me until the end of the month to announce it, I thought I was going to get over it but I need to bring it to your attention now because yeah. It's not going to get better unless I let you guys know what's going on and I hold myself accountable for my health. I have a dissociation problem when I get stressed out and it affects everything, and I need to overcome it but this virus has made it very hard for any of us to do the things we need to do to be mentally healthy, like seeing the people we love, it's hard on all of us. I'm just very sorry that I'm not stronger on my own! But we're all going through this right now so iI don't want to make it all about me. Life's just upped the difficulty and I'm still getting used to it.

I need to remember the healing power of the soft boobie... hold on to that titty like a rock in a storm. You guys are my rock. Thank you all for being here, I know I say that a lot and don't have a lot to show for it right now, but I do deeply appreciate you guys for being here and giving me an outlet to express this type of art. Financially, I'm not as stressed any more and it's helped with that associated depression a lot. I'm just temporarily frustrated because would be drawing so much more if my tooth didn't break right after starting this Patreon and I had a few months to focus and catch up. I'm kinda getting sick of hearing myself complain about it though, so... Just thank you for being here, for the love and financial support, and for reading this if you did. Now to draw some pretty ladies and prove it ?

----- END OF LIFE STUFF -----

Also, since this is a VIP update, I may copy the above "Life Stuff" on a post for the Basic Patrons, so I apologize in advance for the future copypaste.