I have returned from Chicago! Today's episode I think is an interesting one because I had such a great time in Chicago and I do go over my trip a bit and meeting everyone and having fun at the Galloping Ghost Arcade. But upon my return home I've been filled with a really powerful restlessness and sense of purpose where I have now fully shifted into being a full time youtuber in my mind and so am finding myself extremely frustrated trapped in my office during the day when I have so many projects and things I need to work on and get down. I also talk about my relating to working actors (so the poor ones) when they talk about their journeys and having to do "survival jobs" in interviews and so forth. I can see what they mean by there being a difference between the type of people who are "cut out" for a creative career lifestyle and those who are not and it having nothing to do with talent or being special or anything. Over these past few weeks I have come to realize I have been working "survival" jobs for the past decade without admitting it to myself, which is a really interesting but freeing revelation.
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