State of Affairs Also March Pause

 Working on getting something done for this month as things didn’t go to plan with what I had written down. Forcing myself to write isn’t really working as well as it once did. I’m glad that I can pause Patreon and whatnot because this is getting frustrating. 

At first I thought it was just because of work stress and being unable to focus on things when I get home. Then I realized on my days off I’d just spend a good majority of time trying to wake up and then distracting myself with mindless things to keep myself occupied. I’ve dealt with depression before, but I think this bout came at a bad time, especially with home life taking a few bad turns. 

My PC is in an open area with two other of my roommates. Writing stuff usually isn’t a problem as they are also both into furry stuff and vore, so whatever! One roomie took over a month off of work because of depression, which inherently made me more depressed as he got to sit around and do whatever he wanted and I couldn’t. I had to keep going to a job I’m growing distasteful with. So I started to get mad, especially when I’d come home from work [times where I’d normally write stuff] and he’d still be awake and around. 

Furthermore, because that roomie took time off of work, he didn’t get paid. That led to the decision of our other roommates finally deciding that he wasn’t going to keep dipping into savings to keep up on rent, IE the house we live at is now going through appraisals and is probably going to be sold. Which means moving out soon is a huge possibility and a really big roadblock for me. I’ve made arrangements right now to move in with the other two roomies when they sell the house. That’s if things to go plan. I’m unsure when the move will occur and when the house is going to be sold. Looking at apartments and options right now. 

Sorry to ramble with the sob story, just wanted people to know what’s going on. I’ll be pausing for March so that nobody gets charged again and then trying to write a bunch when I can. I’m not forcing myself to do so, rewards will get paid out to people, just thank you all for sticking with me. I appreciate everyone who’s here and looking forward to things!