Some good news/ Updates/ Some iffy news

Hey guys!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I definitely wanted to upload my Animal Crossing video, but if you've been following me over on twitter, I let it be known I was going through some healing after a really bad situation, so finding the motivation to finishing stuff was hard. Sometimes, I'd wake up full of energy and ready to move on from stuff, but other days, things unrelated to myself would act as reminders of the stuff I went through, and sometimes there was no trigger at all. The healing process has been hard but it's also normal for there to be ups and downs after getting out of a bad situation. My biggest fear is losing motivation and losing myself, I want to keep trying and be a better me in every area of life. I really want to keep pushing in my creative endeavors. 

Too Many Games Panel

That being said, I am not only attending Too Many Games this year, but I will also be part of their all girl panel, so I'm pretty excited about that! We are still working out all the details, but I will let you guys know as stuff rolls along!

Podcast

I'm starting a podcast soon with two other content creators from two different worlds of YouTube, one is more in the gaming sphere and the other is more in animation. I'm excited to get that going, and we will most likely put the podcast on a separate channel. The podcast is called The Pillowfort Podcast. :)

Animal Crossing Video

I sincerely apologize for my lack of content, and I'm sorry for being so sure of myself that I'd have it out a few days ago. Stuff in my personal life has been absolute shit, and like I said before, I'm trying to reorganize myself and really work on myself and my happiness before I can take on other stuff. It feels like there is an invisible fire under my ass because of the pressures to upload weekly due to the algorithm pushing people out for inactivity. But I need to try and put that aside and just focus on my health. That video will pop up soon, please be patient. <3

Patron Prizes for May

I am mailing out the prizes tomorrow morning for patrons under prized tiers, be sure to expect something in the mail after the 22nd!

Okay guys im gonna go eat some food, clean my room, and just have some r+r

love you guys <3