Important Update
Added 2019-12-20 19:22:29 +0000 UTC Hi guys.
I've been pretty inactive lately, and I feel like I need to post about what's going on. I don't want anyone thinking that my channel is dead or that I won't be putting videos out anymore. I'd tell you guys if that was the case, I can promise you that.
I'm just.... having a hard time at the moment.
For the first half of the month I was swept up in Christmas preparations and I was getting a lot of calls from close friends. I was busy IRL, leaving me with no energy to record videos. At first I promised myself that I'd record a whole batch of Young Justice & Once Upon a Time episodes and upload them all at Christmas, but that doesn't look like panning out.
My dad is back in the hospital, and it looks like he's gonna be in there past Christmas Day. His fluid buildup got out of control and started leaking out of his legs, and our local doctor found something harmful in a test result that meant he needed to be rushed to hospital. He's in constant pain, like his legs are being attacked by razor blades. This means he can't sleep and is sometimes caught crying to himself.
If that wasn't enough, the rest of the immediate family (including me) apparently need to book a Doctor's appointment for a swab test ASAP because the new disease my dad has could be contagious...
Our family is stressed and upset right now, and I'm doing my best to be a rock. I'm doing 90% of the chores, cooking certain meals and giving my mother cuddles and support when she feels overwhelmed.
I don't have the willpower to create any channel content at the moment, leading me to suspect that my depression has returned. I usually LOVE making content, so I know that my current disinterest means there's something wrong.
TL;DR - Holiday stress, family health issues, depression.
I'm calling time on the rest of the month so that I can stop stressing about my content, then I'll start fresh in January and make a New Year's Resolution to be more active. Thank you for understanding...
I hope you all have a great Christmas & New Year! <3<3<3
Comments
Take all the time you need, i wish both you and all your family good health and a wonderful Christmas and new year. 2020 will be a better year and when you return i will be excited to see what your channel will bring.
Torchyc - Chloe
2019-12-20 19:40:37 +0000 UTCI am truly so sorry to hear that you and your family are struggling so much with health issues, depression, and a busy life in general. Especially at Christmas time. I wish you well. And know that you needn’t apologize for the lack of videos and for being inactive. I promise you, I understand. I hope your father gets better soon and that you and your family can have a wonderful Christmas and New Years! I look forward to the new year once you’re able to get back into making reaction videos for Once Upon a Time, but please don’t rush or hurry back into them. Otherwise, you might not enjoy the show as much as you normally would. Get better, my friend. Please take care of yourself. I wish you all the best. And Merry Christmas!! Sincerely, Heidi
Heidi Elizabeth Marcum
2019-12-20 19:33:23 +0000 UTC
