Hello? Anyone still out there?

Joke title aside, I'd just like to check in with a follow up to my previous text post, where I apologized for not being a rapid uploader and promised to make July a very active month.

You guys showed me patience and told me not to worry about it, and I resolved to make you proud and repay your faith in me with many videos.

...Things haven't quite gone as I'd like this month, as you can tell.
I'm trying not to let it depress me, since that will affect productivity even more, but my feelings from last time have been multiplied several times and I'm worried that I'm letting everything fall apart because I'm stuck in the mire.

At the start of the month, my entire room was uprooted and cleared of everything because my friend was painting/redecorating it. The disruption of my routine and the stress of getting everything back to normal took up the first week. Then I was Mr Popular IRL for week 2, constantly being with friends or helping my parents with jobs, cutting into any recording time I would have otherwise had.

This led into week 3, where I was always thinking "Eh, it would be better to record tomorrow!" on endless loop, which is that procrastination trap I've had since school that I mentioned in the previous text post.

Then ironically, I've started this week with an intent to get shit done, but a heatwave is gripping us right now and it's too hot to focus. The universe is out to make me look like a slob who can't upload a single video, when in reality I feel worse about it than anyone could imagine.

I'm not giving up though! I'm determined to (at the very least) upload 5 OUaT before the end of the month, because if I don't then I'll consider the month a complete write-off. And as someone who wants to do this full time, that would be a heartbreaking disappointment for me.

I'm already doing my best to not fall into depression and self loathing, so this personal mission is super important to me right now. I will consider July a VICTORY against adversity if I can get 5 reactions posted before it ends.

After that, let's pretend that my previous promise was about August.
August will be the super active month instead. Looking forward to starting Young Justice!