Update
Added 2023-10-10 20:24:40 +0000 UTCSo… hi guys. I know this is long overdue. But I haven’t been doing well. But when am I ever? Right? I recently was diagnosed with Autism and PTSD. I already knew this beforehand. But that’s not the point. It really put things into perspective for me. A lot of what I do is a mask. And right now I’m going through autistic burnout. I don’t know when it will stop. But I’m exhausted from everything mentally and physically. I haven’t been taking care of myself. I won’t go into details. It’s just not good. Constant burnout and emotional flashbacks of my childhood really take a toll on me eventually. And then it’s the recovering from it that’s hard. I want to be productive and motivated but it’s just not there. I do have therapy offered for me but I’m scared to take the step. I’m so socially anxious. I hope you understand. I don’t know when I’ll be back. And I hate that. Please feel the need to unsubscribe if you want. But for those that want to still support me financially, I’d appreciate it. This took a lot out of me to say all of this. And I’m so scared of your guys’ reactions. I love and have deep gratitude to every single one of you. Thank you for following me. I hope to be back before Thanksgiving. I just feel stuck in time and I can’t get out of it. If you’re autistic, then you probably also understand. I feel like I can’t do anything. My mind and body won’t allow me to. And I can’t seem to take care of myself. I’ve just been unmasking at home and playing old school webkinz. That is how my days have gone. I haven’t left my house. I hope you can understand. Or at least try to understand. This was a lot. And I have a lot more to add but I think I need to learn to keep some things to myself. This took a couple days to write. I’ve been putting this off.
Love and gratitude,
-Taylor
Comments
Your fine, and we look forward to seeing you once you recover. And btw webkinz are dope
John Harman
2023-10-12 11:32:50 +0000 UTCNothing but love dear. I wish you health
Merlin
2023-10-11 18:24:46 +0000 UTCI don't have autism but I am manic depressive so I feel the struggle. I've got a lot more to say but his isn't the platform. DM me if you ever feel the need for conversation.
John Deaux
2023-10-10 23:54:29 +0000 UTCYour mental health is really important if you need a break I'm happy to wait
Giovanni Anania
2023-10-10 22:28:29 +0000 UTCYou have no idea how brave and tough you are for still being so kind while going through this. Pretty fucking inspiring tbh... sounds to me like you are a very strong girl 👸🏼
Braicuh
2023-10-10 20:58:31 +0000 UTCI posted my reply in hopefully a dm. It was kinda long
PDH
2023-10-10 20:57:13 +0000 UTCMy autism diagnosis lead to a similar period of burnout that ended up ending my marriage. Suspecting doesn't soften the blow as much as you'd think
Nick Wickham
2023-10-10 20:56:13 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need
Nick Wickham
2023-10-10 20:51:42 +0000 UTCThank you ❤️
Solitary ASMR
2023-10-10 20:50:41 +0000 UTCThis comment choked me up, thank you for saying this its very healing for me to hear ❤️
Solitary ASMR
2023-10-10 20:49:45 +0000 UTCI love you and your spirit 🤍
Braicuh
2023-10-10 20:45:00 +0000 UTCWe have dicks. But, we have hearts too. Come back when you can Taylor. 🤘🏼You got this..
Team Prominence
2023-10-10 20:38:55 +0000 UTCThank you Nick. I wish I could. I feel very stuck and numb. I don’t know how to handle myself.
Solitary ASMR
2023-10-10 20:30:05 +0000 UTCI wanted tits but I'll settle for tears. Resubbed. Feel better dear
Nick Wickham
2023-10-10 20:27:34 +0000 UTC
