Birth Control

 Chapter 01

“Where am I?” April screamed in her head, she couldn’t move or hear anything. Her heart raced in her chest as she looked around nervously in the pitch darkness, she tried to open her mouth but found she had no control, she couldn’t move or feel anything “What's going on?” she thought with terror building up in her as she continued to try to move. She heard mumbled conversation's around her which scared her “Who’s that? What are they saying? Where am I? What's going on?” she slowly began to panic as her heart continued to race in her chest. The voices had stopped and April tried to calm herself as she tried to remember what had happened to her but it was a strain, her head began to throb as she tried to remember. “Its all a blur, like a dream that’s slipping away, I remember sitting in my car somewhere. I was smiling and waving to someone, I was waving to August, I had dropped her off at school”. She winced “I can’t remember her face, how can I not remember my daughters face? She had blonde hair but I can't remember what she looks like. What is happening to me?” she sighed from her nose.

April’s eyes darted around once again, hoping to see something but there was nothing to see in the darkness “I can’t remember what happened after I dropped off August, maybe if I try to remember little details. What was I wearing? I was wearing….” her head pounded in her head as she strained but all she could see was herself naked in the car. She winced “I wasn’t naked, I wouldn’t go out naked to drop my daughter off but I can’t even imagine myself wearing clothes, what is going on? This is really weird right lets start from the beginning my name is April and I’m….” her head ached once again. She frowned to herself “I can’t remember how old I am? When was I born? Where was I born? Parents? Siblings? Fuck I can’t remember any of that. August’s dad? Am I married? Wait yes Frank, no I can't remember his face, it’s a blur. I need to remember them August and Frank, that’s all I have to hold on to. August is 8 and loves to sing and dance and Frank is tall and plays the guitar. How can I remember that but not my own age?” she sighed once again.

April tried with all her might to move “Fuck, get me out of here!” she screamed in her head, it had felt like days since she had woken up in the darkness with her memories in tatters she was still unable to move or talk. Every so often she would hear mumbled voices coming around her but she could never tell what they were saying, her head continued to hurt every time she tried to remember something from her past and as time went on she decided to give up on remembering her life. “When I can finally move and talk I’m going to get out of here and go and find August and Fred, my daughter and husband. August is 8 and Fred is tall” she thought to herself as the long hours passed by.

April winced as a bright light came from below her, her eyes were blurred but she could see the outline of her slim naked body but didn’t care as she hopped for freedom “I’m finally getting out of here? I don’t care where I am I need to get out of this horrible place” she thought with joy. Slowly the opening moved and April found the small hole was now above her head, she looked up at the light shining in nervously “When I get out of here will I get my memories back? Will August and F….” she shook her head “It doesn’t matter as long as August is there,” she thought when her eyes widened. “I moved?” she thought with joy. She moved her head slightly again and smiled “I did it and I’m smiling” she tried to open her mouth but still was unable to, she frowned but shook it off “It doesn’t matter whatever happened to me I’m getting better, once I’m through that hole then everything will be great” she thought.

Slowly the gap came closer and closer and April’s head was pressed against it and she found herself in darkness once again which caused her to shiver “I don’t want to be left in here anymore I want to be out. Get me out of here!” she screamed in her head. “Push, Push, you can do it, she’s almost here. You are doing great” a female voice shouted out, April’s eyes widened “What's going on out there? It sounds like someone is giving birth” she thought. “The heads in position you just need to push now and you will get to meet your baby girl” the female voice said again. April shook all over “Wait?” she thought when suddenly she felt a pressure around her head, she was being squeezed through the opening and a bright light stung her eyes. There were noises all around her and she felt a large hand on the back of her head as she was slowly pushed out of the darkness and into the light of the room as a female voice announced “It's a healthy little baby girl”.

Chapter 02

  April’s eyes darted around the bright new room frantically but her vision was still blurry when she felt something enter her mouth, she examined the contents with her tongue cautiously “It's soft and it feels familiar and the shape is, wait! It's not, it can't be. It is though it's a pacifier! A giant pacifier!” she shouted in her head as she tried to spit the pacifier out but she was unable to. She groaned from behind the pacifier as she felt herself being placed on a cool plastic surface. “What did she mean it's a healthy baby girl? Was she talking about me? What just happened? Was I just birthed?” she scoffed “What am I thinking about how is that even possible? I was in someplace small and dark for a very long time and there was a hole with a bright light. How did that all happen?” she thought as she scrunched up her face with disgust. April saw a blurry figure stand at her feet which caused her to feel cold, she couldn’t see the figure's eyes but she knew they were looking down at her naked body. The same voice cooed down at her “I will put the baby into a diaper and then I will take her to the nursery” which sent a shiver through April’s body, “She’s calling me a baby? She wants to put me into a diaper?” she shouted in her head, she tried to move her arms and legs and get out of this horrible situation but they still wouldn’t move. “Why can’t I move? I can now feel things though like the plastic against my back” she scrunched up her face “That means I’m going to feel the diaper being put on me? I can’t wear a diaper! I’m not a baby!” she screamed in her head.

April felt a hand take hold of her feet and lift them up into the air, pulling her bum up off the plastic surface that she rested on. Something soft and bulky was slid under her bum and a sweet smell entered the room, April recognized the smell but couldn’t place it when she felt something cool being spread onto her bum cheeks which caused the smell to get stronger when April’s eyes widened “Its baby powder” she thought. She scrunched up her face in disgust “They are really doing it they are putting me into a diaper, I’m not a baby. I don’t wear diapers, I wear….” she shook her head “I can't remember what I wear but it's not a diaper” she thought. She felt her legs lower down onto the soft bulky fabric but before she could react she felt baby powder being sprinkled onto her vagina, she let out a groan from behind the pacifier “I need to do something to stop this, I can’t wear diapers I have a daughter, I need to get out of this for August!” she thought. April once again tried to move her arms when slowly her right arm lifted off the mat, a smile crossed her face but it quickly disappeared as the front of the diaper was pulled up and tightly tapped around her waist.

She swallowed hard as she felt the very thick padding between her legs and her arms fell to her side once again“Right they put me into a diaper but I can now move my arms so I can get out of it” she thought as the blurry female figure moved from in front of her. She watched as the figure walked behind her head when April suddenly felt herself moving forward “Where am I going? What am I on? Where the hell am I?” she thought nervously as she left the bright room and entered a low light room that was very warm. April stopped and the blurry woman walked to the side of April “Now you be a good baby and stay here, once your mummy and daddy are ready they will be in to come and see you” she cooed then she was gone. April began to suck on the pacifier nervously “What's happening? Mummy and daddy? I’m an adult, I have a life and a daughter” she closed her eyes and tried to think back to dropping her daughter off at school, it hurt her head and it was blurry, in her memory she looked down and saw that she was no longer naked but was wearing a thick white disposable diaper” her eyes shot open “I didn’t wear diapers, I’m sure I didn’t. I wouldn’t wear diapers to drop….” her head hurt as she tried to remember her daughter's name. Her eyes darted back and forth in frustration “August, that’s it, isn’t it? I can't remember her face though” she groaned from behind her pacifier as she continued to suck. “Now to take this diaper off” she thought as she lifted her right arm up, it was stiff and ached as she moved it off the plastic that she lay on. “Towards the diaper” she commanded her hand but to her surprise, her hand lifted higher up into the air “What's going on?” she wondered as she slowly lifted her left arm up and once again tried to make it move towards her diaper but just like her right arm it wouldn’t do what she wanted. She could see the blurry outlines of her arms moving around in the air back and forth above her head, she scrunched up her face as she shook her head “Why is this happening?” she thought as she lowered her arms to her side once again. “I can’t control my arms, I can’t see, I can’t talk and I’m wearing a diaper, I’m just like a baby. I can’t really remember anything from before being in the darkness. Was I really in a womb and I was really just born? Have I started my life again? Is that why I can’t remember what happened before because that was my past life? Is this what happens? I’m so confused, I just want something to make sense” she thought as tears began to roll down her face and soon she found herself crying.

Chapter 03

  April opened her eyes slowly as she heard someone talking “Did I fall asleep? When did that happen? The last thing I remember was crying and then nothing well I guess if I’m in a baby body now then I cried myself to sleep, this is so weird” she thought when she saw a young blonde woman standing at her feet, she was at waist height with the table that April had been placed on and was wearing a tight purple dress that showed off her hourglass body. April’s eyebrows shot up as she stared at the young woman’s pretty face “I can see her! I can see someone! I can see her lipstick and eyeliner. She’s a real person! I now need to get her attention and figure out what's going on and maybe get out of this somehow” she thought with a nervous smile. April looked around and saw the clear plastic wall that surrounded her, she tried to lift her arm up to touch the wall but it once again just lifted into the air. April frowned as she looked at her arm “Wait, that’s not a baby's arm that’s mine!” she thought when she suddenly looked down at her body and heart skipped a beat as she stared at her breasts “What! What's happening? I thought, No, this can't be happening, I’m still me but what happened I was in that small dark space for so long and then they said I was born but I still have my body? I’m not a baby then” she swallowed hard “Why am I wearing a diaper?” she shook all over.

April could feel the thick plastic covered diaper between her legs and she grimaced at the thought, she tried to lift her head off the soft mattress to get a better view but was unable to move “I’m wearing a diaper! I’m a grown woman I don’t wear diapers!” she screamed in her head when a memory popped into her head, she was waking up in a large bed she pulled the covers away to expose the diaper that was wrapped around her waist. She shook her head “No, that’s not what happened! Why do I keep seeing myself wearing diapers?” she screamed in her head as she flung her arms senselessly around in the air. “Isn’t mommies baby active today” the woman cooed and April froze as she looked at the pretty young woman once again “I forgot about her, oh god I’m naked apart from a diaper in front of a stranger. This is so humiliating” she thought as the young woman bent over and gave April’s diaper a pat “Does mommy need to change babies diaper?” she cooed, April’s eyes widened as she felt the woman’s hand on her diaper “She can’t be serious! She isn’t going to change my diaper! I’m not a baby! Who does she think she is?” she thought with a frown as the woman smiled down at her while continuing to pat the front of April's diaper “Awww baby cranky today, silly baby don’t worry mommy is here. That’s right I’m your mommy, your daddy will be in soon to say hello” she cooed. April’s head was spinning as she stared up at the ceiling “This can't be happening, A mommy and a daddy? What the hell? I can’t have people see me like this. They can't treat me like this I’m an adult I have a daughter….” she frowned “…. Why can't I remember her name?” she thought as a tear ran down her cheek. “What's going on with my memories? I need to remember her…. Who am I remembering?….Mommy? No” she shook as she looked back at the blonde woman staring down at her with a smile.

April swallowed hard as the young woman continued to stare down at her “Awww baby, we are going to have so much fun together, I’m going to dress you up in cute baby dresses and take you out and show my gorgeous baby off to all the other parents, I can't wait to take you home princess” she cooed. April’s heart was racing as she imagined what the woman had in store for her “Dress me up? Take me outside like a baby? She can't be serious! I’m not going to go anywhere with her and I’m not going to let her dress me up like some damn baby!” she screamed in her head when suddenly a tall handsome man stood beside the woman. April stared at the man who was wearing a blue suit, his hair was styled flat and tidy, he had a square jaw with fashionable stubble, April turned white as a sheet as he looked down at her “Stop looking at me! I can’t believe they are both seeing me like this!” she shouted in her head nervously. The man smiled “Well she is a cutie isn’t she, the best money could buy” the man said as he placed his hand on the woman’s hip and pulled her close to him “Only the best for my wife” he said as he gave the woman a kiss on the cheek. The woman shook her head as she looked at her husband “Remember what the nurse said, I gave birth to her yesterday she is our little baby”. April looked at them confused “What did he say? Wait she didn’t give birth to me look at her she has never had kids but then it was a womb I was in? I was birthed? How is that possible? Why is this happening? Why are they acting like I’m their baby?” she thought nervously.

The man turned back to April and smirked “I’m your daddy baby….” he paused as he turned to the woman “Do we have a name for her yet?”. The woman shook her head “I was thinking either August or April, August is the month we got married or April is the month she was born” she said with a smile. April frowned “August, I don’t want them calling me that, my name is April. Who names their child August? Wait its April? I thought it was September. Was I in the womb for that long?” she shook. The man smirked once again and nodded “I like April, hello baby April” he said as he gave his wife another kiss on the cheek.