why I've been severely depressed this past month

The thought of having kids is soooo stressful to me, too. It's kind of the opposite for me.. my husband is ready and I thought I was too but I got cold feet and pushed it back more.. I'm the same age as you and I feel like I'm running out of time but I also don't know if I am mentally ready for it? Sorry you are going through a tough time and dealing with hurdles in your relationship. I'm praying that everything works out well for you and that you get everything you want in life <3

I just want you to know how much I appreciate what you do. I could watch you boil water, stare out a window, whatever it is I will continue to support you. I don’t think a day goes by that I don’t watch at least 1 video of yours & it always puts me in such a better mood. I think your relationship with Jason is the most mature one you have had & that he truly loves you. If you haven’t already read it you should together read the 5 love languages or watch YouTube videos about it. It will teach you how you show & receive love. It will help you understand each other much more & can do more things for each other in the right ways rather than wasted energy simply because it’s not your love language. I have incredible parents but too always felt abandoned or unloved. I have no idea why but it still affects me & im almost 40 now. A lot of the ways you feel loved are the ways you were effected by love as a child & can be good or bad. I also think it effects our relationship with food. My dad is one that does acts of kindness so he always treated us to food for every occasion. If we were happy we ate, sad we ate, mad we ate. Food was a cure all that became my comfort. It was one way he showed us love & I developed receiving love that way so eating was love to me. Of course that led to me always being chubby or overweight. I’m finally getting healthy for the first time ever thanks to keto. Anyway I know this is all over the place but just felt the desire to share. I love you deeply & wish you nothing but never ending love & success!!! 💗

trish if we're PAYING for this, can we at least get the audio good?

check in ur name

selling ur wagon dont take wired check. Have him go to his bank near u & with u in separate cars & the bank will give u a check.

I had trouble getting pregnant with my last child. I know how you’re feeling sweetheart. As women we put so much pressure on ourselves to be the best at everything. We have to be fertile. We have to look perfect 24/7. We have to be this and that. You’ll have your baby one day mamas. Love ya so much and I hope to meet you one day. 💓

I wish there was a way to speed up these videos and podcasts.

hope you're feeling better soon. I've been depressed too lately. it sucks

Hi Trish, keep the fluids up since you exercise a lot during the day. Dehydration shares similar symptoms to depression as well as sleep deprivation. Keep on with a balanced diet, exercise, water, sleep, leisure and then sit down and plan how you will overcome problems in your life. You will find a drastic change in the way you handle stressors and you’ll find more resilience in yourself xx love you

God delivers what is right at the right time (like you said). If you believe in God, then wait for marriage (don't try to push a marriage) to make a family so there is a cohesive family unit to support that child in- emotionally, financially, spiritually. it took me decades to come to this conclusion. Had you talked to me 5, 10 or 20 years ago I would have been too busy living my life all the wrong ways, pushing relationships, wanting things that weren't mine to have/live... Living in L.A. you are going to continually have relationship problems of all sorts- honestly, L.A. does not breed the best people. You've been there long enough to know what that city is mostly about. Going back to what you said- having strong faith in God is what releases you from the need to worry about it all. Thank you for posting such an honest video. I'll pray for you that God keeps showing you the ways he intends for you. I wasted so much time in my life being sad about love... until I finally stopped having relationships to focus on my life and my relationship with Jesus Christ. If/when the right person comes along, they will come through Jesus into my life.

I’m assuming you’re from the UK since you use the word flat 😉 but in the US, you can get a note from a therapist declaring the dog an emotional support pet and then your landlord has to allow it. And if you work long hours, you can hire a dog walker to stop by once a day, hire a dog sitter, or put the dog in doggy day care.

Lyndsey

what if you cant have a dog in your flat tho. what if youre single and work a 9-5 and live a lone?

make that movie!

I know this advice sounds cliche but... I’d been feeling super depressed up until I adopted a dog about a week and a half ago. To have a little being love me sooo much already fulfills me more than I ever imagined it would. I left her home alone for an hour today and when I returned, she ran in circles, jumped up and down, and licked my face for several minutes. 😆❤️ That sort of unconditional love makes me feel so secure in several aspects of my life. Also, I’m a super busy person and my schedule was all over the place, but taking care of her gives me the extra structure I need. Something to consider. 💁‍♀️

Lyndsey