im more than okay now
Added 2022-02-25 01:00:00 +0000 UTCI posted this for all of 3 seconds before fully regretting it and privating it. I worked through a lot of issues I’ve obtained in my past but as I work through these issues, it reveals the deeper more painful ones. Sometimes I don’t hesitate to face those issues head one and work through the pain, but others I decide to run because it’s easier. This was me running. I was afraid to face my issues so I told myself the lie that I don’t deserve friends or people around me and that same day I was literally trying to push my friends away from me . I did all this bc it was easier to hate on myself and stay in the self pity and shame rather than face those issue and put the work in to work through it. I’m doing sooooo much better now, at the time I didn’t realize what I was doing to myself bc I was so busy being in it. Luckily I have people around me to call me on my shit. So this is me, a bit messier than I usually show people. Maybe I’ll be able to get to a place where I’m comfortable enough to share things like this to everyone but it’ll prolly be a little bit until then. I love you guys
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🤍🤍🤍
Edwin Gutierrez
2022-10-03 12:38:33 +0000 UTCabout a week ago *starts dancing with arms*
peepga
2022-03-08 15:06:54 +0000 UTCLike Laxup and me were talking about this a week ago, like watching it over and over again. This stressed me so out seeing you this broken. Literally like he said it's heartbreaking. But I'm so glad it's getting better for you. Pls don't make yourself down like this. I only get ur personality from streams, but ur the most caring and loving person when it comes to help others (like from chat) that I know. You have such a good heart please never forget that.
CONEAX -K-
2022-02-25 01:19:41 +0000 UTC
