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[Illustration] Character Sheets [Commission]
Added 2021-09-18 06:59:56 +0000 UTCI finally finished the character sheets from August, these two takes me forever. I feel like I should raise the price a bit more because I can probably spend the same amount of time doing a Live2D model. As you can see I really LOVE carving details, I have created a few custom brushes just for the commissions because I have to keep myself sane from drawing small triangles all over.
But I am finally done with the hardest work in August, and now there are just a few more left and I am free... (and more suffering in September) I've been trying to get back into work since I came back from vacay but the motivation is 0. I never realize how great it feels to not have to work.
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At this point I'm just venting so feel free to stop reading but I decided to deactivated my side Twitter accounts for now, I don't think I am mentally stabled enough to see the contents on there. (I would deactivate my main if I could but I rely on it heavily for work)
I feel like being all alone in this world because I don't interact with online people enough, but I still spent a majority of my time online because I work freelance. I work so much to a point I lost all my irl friends, or never know what anyone's up to. I'm always a few month behind on news, I wake up, work, shower and go to sleep. I don't even eat properly or really taste anything when I'm working.
My favourite thing in the world is to know people like my work. The best feeling ever really. I work really hard, and I always want to work harder. Patreon really gives me motivation to do so, I don't know why any of you are here right now except trying to look at uncensored p*rn haha.
But thank you all so much for the support really. I try really really hard and I want to try harder >.< Sorry for the vent if I feel embarrassed enough I will delete this part when I wake up in the morning!
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Thank you so much for the words Gabby! I noticed your patreon too and always wondering how you guys are running it, it's amazing! I've been feeling so down but I like to keep things to myself so I've only just tell people that I feel sad but without explaining why. I think isolation really had a huge effect on me, working makes me happy because I can forget what it's like to be sad, AGAIN SORRY FOR THE RAMBLES I really appreciate all the words from you, it means a lot to me
Natus
2021-09-20 20:30:26 +0000 UTCHello again Natus o/ I just wanted to say I supported because I want to support you as a person (as well as loving your art!!!) not just for NSFW :D you are absolutely wonderful, and so hardworking. I know it's easy for me to say, but I think you should raise your prices!!! I don't want you to work yourself into the ground, and you do so much work every month! Maybe raising your prices a little would mean you could have more of a break... make sure you're looking after yourself first and foremost! I recently saw on twitter that because you've been so busy with work you haven't seen your family in many years. I'm so sorry to hear this :( I hope you can clear up your schedule more soon, take more breaks, and see the people you want to see. Even if you take breaks, I'll still be here supporting you. I know it can feel tough sometimes when people are giving you money, because you feel like you constantly owe them (I feel the same with my game development/Patreon), but at the end of the day, the people that matter will be happy as long as you're happy and enjoying your work! So please, I hope you can take more breaks and rest! Thanks again for all of your art every month. I love browsing through the various commissions, and seeing art of Natus. I'll definitely commissin again soon!
Gabmag
2021-09-20 04:38:27 +0000 UTC
