Throughout the growth of the show I've been very careful to maintain a professional but available demeanor. Many, many times small emergencies and even large ones have made me feel unsettled, unsure, or just plain scared. I have always taken a deep breath and kept it away from the audience.
But for the moment, since all of you are contributing, I want to be very honest about my personal goals in this project.
1. Document the small arms of the Great War.
It sounded so simple when I first had the notion. Now, it's a damned mess of spreadsheets, volunteers, independent contractors, custom dies for custom cases for custom ammo for guns that need custom jigs to make custom parts possible to hand fit and trial and start over.
Now I have this team that needs to be held together and it's a hodge-podge of fiercely independent and individually talented people who sometimes want to kill each other or me. And it all must be done. on. time.
The only real experience I have is growing up with Sodom's Touch. It's like the Midas Touch but instead of gold it all turns to shit. I'm just plain used to maintenance. Never owned a new car, never had an easy relationship, never settled for something simple. The harder it gets though, the more I want it.
As far as WWI goes. I'm doing this because no one else has and likely no one else will. That sounds vain but truth is you could strike my name from every copy of the book and every episode and I'd still be happy it was done. This project deserves doing. Sometimes I like just going over the big, scaled image and seeing the progress creep on.
For everyone who has helped translate, animate, orchestrate, repair, donated their firearms, their ammo, their time, their money, or even just shared it with a friend... from the bottom of my heart thank you. It isn't a job one man can do and the sheer number of contributors exceeds my ability to keep track.
We will see it through.
Once that is done, THEN I get to make the decision of my own personal future. Right now, I'd prefer to keep the show and move on to other eras and other guns. The limiting factor, however, is my own potential career.
That leads to...
2. Grow
This will be the third month I've opted for now personal pay to keep pushing expansion for the show. At peak, I make about 1/4th per hour what I could at McDonalds. The truth is, C&Rsenal is not a viable career at its current size.
I know many of you will have ideas about cost savings, format changes, etc. I can visit all of that once WWI is done and it may help quite a bit. But the current overhead is astounding and our show, just as a reminder, is 1/7th the size of Forgotten Weapons. We pay piecemeal for certain things like animations... but no one has taken a real paycheck to date.
C&Rsenal needs to grow. Yes for more patrons, yes for ad money, yes for T-shirt campaigns etc. Reality is you need funding to both live and work. But more than all of that: we do not yet know if there is a big enough demand for this content to keep up the supply.
Do people want it? It's a real question that needs a material answer in the form of subscribers and viewers. Of course, I'm just the fool asking the choir.
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