Hey....
Added 2020-10-01 22:48:33 +0000 UTCThe past month has been horrible and it's not over yet ... I've talked about it on Twitter so I'll do it here too.
I had Covid and recovered, I'm healthy luckily. But a relative of mine isn't and is intubated in the hospital.
I've spent days crying trying to get my life back with fear and helplessness. I was so down that all I wanted to do was eat and sleep.
He's still in the hospital and a few days ago he had been fine, he even opened his eyes, but he was bad again. Today I'm not wanting anything, still waiting for something to change, my mother is devastated and I, as her daughter, have to help her not to lose herself. I have to smile, give him words of support, that everything will be fine even though I'm also afraid inside.
I wasn't well, I'm not well. Right now I want to cry, but I don't want to lose myself, I want to be strong in whatever is going to happen from now on.
I'm thinking of changing some things here ... I will directly put the images in HD in the post and there will be no prizes at the end of the month. I'm sorry if someone bothers you, but I don't want to leave this page, being that I must advance a few steps until I find a path that I like and move on.
There are a lot of things I want to do and I don't want to give that up, so far it's what keeps me positive ...
