
Welcome to May my love!!!! I'm so so so sososo happy we're here together again! Month 3! Month 3! Month 3!!!
Last month, again, was pretty messy - I had a lot of content I never ended up posting in time because of my video problem, and also just a lot of poor time management and being a bit overwhelmed. I plan on posting a lot this month, though, and am going to post a lot of content from last month as well, like more Ilulu pics and stuff, I have a large backlog of pictures I need to start uploading. I'm also going to open my shop asap, I'm working on finish the final bits and pieces - I like all three of my prints I have so far and I have a lot of cool stuff in the works as well! I'm going to do a big sale when its open!
I'm really grateful for everyone's patience and kindness, I'm going to be DMing a lot more this month and communicating with you guys as much as I can directly - I have a lot more stamina now that I know you guys like this platform as much as my other ones.
This is still a bit hectic and messy but every month I'm learning more and doing better, I'm in love with this job and I love all of you so much for supporting me. My depression has been really really bad for the past two years and doing this work is the first time in so long I wake up excited to be alive and it's all thanks to you. I haven't had a catatonic episode of being in bed for days for awhile, I'm not going the "best" but I'm certainly doing a lot better. I started taking my medication for my long term health again the other day and that's the first time in months I've wanted to live long term. Sorry if that's depressing, I just want to be honest with all of you!
I do finally have a real normal anime con to go to (wow!) this month (wow wow!!) where I'm going to be vlogging, so all of my patrons for this month will get a shoutout!!! yay yay
I'll be giving more updates and stuff, if you have any questions about rewards and stuff feel free to comment!! Or just let me know what you're looking forward to the most! I love you guys!!