About me and current political situation

WARNING! Read further, only if you want to know more about me, Russia now and etc. You don’t have to. I just want to say something about all this somewhere not in public space, where it is safe. I will say my opinion only once - if you don’t feel like reading about this in NSFW account, don’t. 

I really appreciate your feedback especially in these terrible times. I’m scared. Our totally insane government decided to destroy two countries at once - Ukraine with weapon, and ours with economy. P*tin is insane moron and the funniest part of it - 70% of our citizens DON’T UNDERSTAND IT. They believe he is God and he knows what he’s doing. I guess this country truly deserved the government it has. Nobody needed a war. No one had to die. There’s only one person who we should blame. I just want you to know - people in Russia don’t have voice. The thinking ones, who understand what is going on in reality, they can’t do anything. It’s not Europe, it’s not America. This country is cursed and doesn’t have any future now for sure. I just started to have best time of my life - I was studying animation, I started making money by doing what I love, I was making plans. Now - there no more plans. I guess, soon I won’t be able to get money from here. I will try to continue drawing for you, but I don’t know how long it will be still possible. Soon, I think, there will be no even food here. Mostly everyone in Russia doesn’t understand - our country have nothing. We don’t have money, we don’t have any work places, we don’t have any production, factories etc. We only have oil and gas. And Europe can afford to stop buying it from us. If this happens - it will collapse our country. I hope nothing like that ever happens to you. You can blame russian people, I personally do. But you should understand - we can’t say anything in public spaces, like Twitter, because they adopted a new law - 15 years of prison for saying anything wrong about war or government. You may not understand it - but it was happening in Russia 100 years ago and it’s happening now. It will be hell in there soon, like we did in Ukraine. How many people should die and suffer until HE just die? It feels like we live in a nightmare.  
I don’t know what to do. I love you all. I was so happy reading all you comments and replies to my artworks. This was the best time of my life, really. I don’t say goodbye yet. I will continue drawing and having fun as long as I can.