favorite pictures from a fashion influencer photoshoot + reflections (2018) #47a

hi my loves! here are a few highlight pictures from one of my photoshoots and videoshoots. at this point, I was juggling my life better than I was in earlier January. Dance, fashion influencer, music student, college transferring, etc. I definitely seemed like I was much less stressed this week because I prioritized earlier during that month (January 2018). I even made some silly videos to cheer my followers up, which shows my spirits were more lifted than they were earlier in the month. Sadly it seems like I started making fewer piano videos because being a fashion influencer was taking up more of my time. 

I go through phases in what type of content I want to create at a certain period in time. fashion influencing became more a of a priority as time went on, and some types of content things were put on the back burner at times. so, look forward to lots of fashion content! after a certain point, I de-prioritized being a fashion influencer, but like I said, these things ebb and flow depending on what I feel like doing.

at times in my creative process, I would continue to repeat filming a specific piece of content until I felt like it was good enough (because I guess I didn't believe that I could be talented enough for it to be good enough on the first try) or I'd just get tired and stop. many times, however, one of the first few takes (or the first take, literally) were the best...because I really am talented enough at a certain thing. but I have a habit of doing more than one take just in case if I can get a better one (and at times this was the case). It just really depends, I suppose. so because of the dilemma of not knowing exactly when I'd get the best take, I'd do it over and over. this doesn't apply to everything I create, but there are times I get very emotionally invested in some of my work (perhaps a little too much to the point where it may be a detriment to my health), so I continue to try to get it as good (to my taste) as I possibly can. this was something I struggled with a lot more back then but am better at now (but still struggle with at times). 

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