evertidings

update 111.

Added 2024-07-17 01:19:24 +0000 UTC

july 8th-15th.

there are two things i discovered after i went camping. one, mosquitos like me. like, they like me so much that my legs looked like i had chickenpox for a while. two, i don't like hiking when i am being eaten alive and sweaty. aside from those two points, the camping trip went well! (kinda). at any rate, i'm back home now and i don't ever want to step into the wild again.

but enough of that. as you can tell by the word count, i didn't manage to write much this week. half of it was because of camping but, to be completely honest, the other reason has to do with starting the new scene. i thought it'd be refreshing for me, but not having any sort of outline kinda threw me for a loop. at least with K&R's scene, i knew the gist of what i wanted to write about. A&N's scene is mostly fluff (to balance out the heaviness of the first half of the chapter) and it's honestly so strange. i don't remember the last time i wrote something so light. granted, it still has its heavy moments, but i'm trying not to veer too much into that territory.

i say all of this, but i know i'll be able to overcome whatever temporary stupor i'm in by next week. i have to. i'll be so upset with myself if i can't. i'm so close (or, closer than i ever have been) to finishing this chapter and to get stuck behind a road block now would be so devastating to me. so send your best wishes everyone. i got this, right?

cough. if i don't manage to figure out what the hell is going on with A&N's scene, i might switch over to Blane for a bit. hilarious, isn't it? considering i've been avoiding that scene for months now and i said last week that i'm scared to touch it. well well, how the tables turn.

no matter what i end up doing, i'll get some more progress done for next week. it's a promise i'm making to myself and to you all.

as always, please take care of yourselves. i will be itching my mosquito bites away and hoping that [A] and N show some mercy on me.

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