Shut up and kiss me chap 5 Intro:

I am happy to tell you that chapter 5 is already finished, In the meantime here is the romantic introduction for you!

How many more times will they declare their love? If it were up to me they would do it endlessly!

I hope you like it!

“I would be happy if all this could last but, now that I know what it feels like… it was so wonderful and impossible to stop…” Aziraphale said, trying to imprint the sensations he felt.

Crowley gave him an indecipherable look, but did not insist on extolling his qualities. He lay comfortably on Aziraphale’s sweaty body, hiding his face in his neck.

Aziraphale did not hesitate to hold him, he felt for some reason that he had to console him and began to whisper his feelings like an ode of love. He had always adored and venerated him.

He no longer felt wrong for this and he wanted Crowley to know it.

Above all, he didn't know when he would be able to say those words to him again, so he took a deep breath and said:

"You are the star that guides my every choice, the earth beneath my feet, you are everything to me, I wanted to tell you every day of my long existence and when I was up there, alone, with no one, really, no one who understood me... my every thought flew to my companion, who was waiting for me, who was suffering, who believed he was not reciprocated, even though the poor deluded person who had loved him for millennia was me."

Aziraphale paused emotionally, Crowley didn't interrupt him so he continued:

"It took me a while to accept it, to understand that I had found and abandoned the love I was waiting for in the same terrible moment frozen by those clock hands. I drew your face everywhere, the thought of seeing you again became an obsession, oh, my love..."

Aziraphale hugged him with all the strength he had, the most precious thing in the world was in his arms. They were in Crowley's dream, but it was Crowley who was making his deepest dreams come true.

"Ngk... stupid angel, did you really think I didn't love you back when my universe has always revolved around you? I often felt so stupid, I thought you could barely tolerate my company, but I couldn't help it, I was drawn to you like a moth to a flame. I would rather burn and die than be away from you, Aziraphale. I loved you and I will love you... forever."

Those were the most beautiful words Aziraphale had ever heard. He tried to imprint them in his mind because they would be his support... until the end.

"We are both insecure idiots" He said between laughter and tears.

"Shh, don't cry again, it's okay, I'll fix things" Crowley said to calm him down as he flexed and basked in his warmth like the snake he was. It enveloped him completely and he was cradled in turn by Aziraphale's arms and legs.

A whole of pure love and warm bodies. Even though time stood still in that moment, Aziraphale felt the silence dilating and amplifying all the other sensations: the salty scent of skin, Crowley's sharp teeth scratching without biting, the imperceptible movement of their hips in unison.