This week marks the anniversary of my first really bad drawing I did after watching season 2, and I decided to celebrate by redoing the same sketch page. 🥹
These two idiots helped me get out of a heavy artistic block, improve my technique and above all start using references (something I rarely did before)
This wonderful fandom is like a family and I'm really happy to be part of it, you helped me in a really sad time.
We are like alcoholics anonymous but with feelings 😂
I confess to you the reason why this story had such a great impact and was imprinted in my heart.
I had a best friend (since I was 13 now I'm 36). Our relationship was symbiotic, beautiful but painful, I had a codependency on him and we often got closer than just friendship, but we were never a couple (a bit like our sillies).
I had resigned myself to the fact that we would remain friends, but I would have at least wanted him to put me first like I always did with him. That hadn't happened in a long time. I didn't feel reciprocated and every time he didn't reply to a message or left me aside I felt bad.
So after yet another meanness I decided to cut ties and move on. He had become toxic to me. 😔
I had hoped he would apologize and clarify but he left it at that. This shows me that I was not important to him and that he can do without me.
This feeling of rejection and abandonment led me to draw Void and Delirium (which I hope to finish soon) because I felt very close to Crowley, even if, let's face it, unlike my friend Aziraphale loves Crowley and in the end they will be together. ♥️
Some people think that you shouldn't get lost in a world of fiction, but this isn't at all for me. It's a reality that helped me grow and feel better, I felt part of a group like I hadn't felt in a long time.
Thank you all and sorry for the outburst, then send me the bill for the therapy 😆🥰
Valesya
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