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Demo: I Miss You More Than You Will Ever Know

Experimenting with some Lo-Fi/Video Game/Nostalgic vibes. I thought this turned out pretty cool!

Lyrics:

Hoping that you have a good time

Since you went and wasted mine

Counting years like 1,2,3,5

Wishing you would call sometime

Explain yourself, even if it's hard to hear

It broke me down so bad, it's crazy that I'm still here

I don't wanna be with someone else, no

I'm too broken for someone to help, and

I miss you more than you will ever know

I miss you more than you will ever know

I miss you more than you will ever know

I miss you more than you will ever know

Hope you have all you dreamed of

Probably with someone else

Told me that you don't need love

Helped you live with yourself

You're more transparent than you think that you are

You say one thing and do the opposite, so bizarre

We're all broken many different ways, yeah

And I haven't felt whole since our days, and

I miss you more than you will ever know

I miss you more than you will ever know

I miss you more than you will ever know

I miss you more than you will ever know

I miss you more than you will ever know (Miss you more)

I miss you more than you will ever know (Miss you more)

I miss you more than you will ever know (Miss you more)

I miss you more than you will ever know (Miss you more)

Comments

Yes, I will try to reach out to Patreon again. I’m still not getting notifications outside of Patreon either. I’ve mentioned that at least twice to them. So far, I haven’t heard anything back from them. I know that you posted it and enabled it on Spotify as Patreon exclusive. Because I got the Spotify notifications. At least I am still able to listen to your demo music here. And once you’ve released it to the public.

Melissa Rogers

Same with me.

Melissa Rogers

The first guitar part reminds me of Scrubs by TLC and the marimba and other sort of video game like sounds remind me of The Lion King game for Sega Genesis, haha. I really enjoy you trying some new stuff mixing up genres a bit! Your soft singing is very soothing. :)

Amberlash

yeah it’s not there for me either, but i didn’t get a notification either🤷🏼‍♀️ if it helps at all “a little cover” from july last year is the most recent thing i can see

michelle

Weird!! Can you reach out to patreon? It’s all enabled on my end

Joel Berghult

The music has a cool vibe!! The lyrics and tone of your voice…beautiful and sad. I don’t know if this song is personal to: you or someone you know, or made up. But with the tone of your voice, I feel your words and the pain in them. Like @Ornela said “You truly have a way with words!!” Thank you so much Joel, for another beautiful song. 🙏🏻🫂

Melissa Rogers

Just like another song (not too long ago), I got the notification from Spotify that this song was just posted. But again, unfortunately, when I clicked on it, there was a message saying (paraphrasing) that “the song is unavailable, please search for something else”. 🥺 And, I still can’t find the other song on Spotify either. 🥺 On the upside, they’re on Patreon, so I can still listen to your beautiful music whenever I want!! 🥰

Melissa Rogers

🫂

Melissa Rogers

I’m sorry to hear about your dog. 🫂 About the ex…you’re right…his loss!! 🫂❤️❤️ You’ll always have us here for you.

Melissa Rogers

omg yay! thank you joel, we all say in unison!☺️↕️ bc the playlists Need this one!

michelle

Yea I think I like it! So it’ll make it there

Joel Berghult

Yea marimba

Joel Berghult

ooh that guitar makes me think jessie mccartney beautiful soul vibes and it hits such a specific nostalgic place for me ah!love that! love love love the backing vocals towards the end!😍 “told me that you don't need love, helped you live with yourself, you're more transparent than you think that you are, you say one thing and do the opposite, so bizarre” literally said oh shit out loud, alone, to myself😅 sooo joel, is this going to, pretty please, make it to spotify?🥹

michelle

It’s a relaxing song and the sounds are fun!😄 Is that a marimba or what instrument is that in the background? I really like it!

Hayden (Cheeseface)

Omg the lyrics 🥰 Congratulations on another beautiful song, Joel

Nikki J

Ahaha that one little noise in the instrumental keeps making me laugh :) Interesting vibes! I’m a complete sucker for really calm and quiet vocals like this. So soothing. I like it! Thank you! ❤️

Rainbowz Grace

Thank you Jess ❤️ really appreciate that x

Elle Quinn

Good references yes!

Joel Berghult

I love the lyrics and calmness of your voice here💖

Naomiskyyy

Why does this remind me of Crash Bandicoot? Or is it Donkey Kong? Nostalgic for sure! Thanks for this ♥️

Giovanna Garbino

Elle im so sorry. 🤍 Anything u need just dm okay

Jess Haggstron

The music reminds me of a song that used to pop up on Spotify a few years back. And for the life of me, I can’t remember enough of it to find it. So thanks for that 😉. I’m haunted both by the music and the lyrics in different ways.

Dorie

Thank you for sharing, Joel! I like that your songs always carry deep meaning. I get the impression that many of them are inspired by your past relationships, which makes them feel especially heartfelt. You truly have a way with words!

Ornela

thank you for this. just… thank you

Airyckah Lane

*hugs* ty

Elle Quinn

Ouch, that was harsh from him, sorry to hear that 😔

JustSomeJK

I read the lyrics first before listening to the song and got really emotional 🥹 I wasn't expecting so upbeat sound to match the heartbreaking lyrics. Kinda hopeful but at the same time hopeless... I had this strange experience last December when I was going through old pictures that I could delete. I came across with a picture of my ex and it felt as if I was looking at a stranger and that response threw me off a bit. I was thinking that what the heck is wrong with me. I hope that it means that I'm finally healed from the breakup 😅 I hope that everyone takes time to heal from the breakups and has strength to believe that there's not just one person for them in the world of billions of people. It's strange how your lyrics are many times relatable for me from the both sides of the story. Like in this one the wishing good things for the other person despite everything and thinking about the wasted time, but then I have thought multiple times that I should write to my ex and explain things, but then thinking, what's the point since it doesn't change anything and being afraid it might just hurt and open wounds that have already started to heal etc... Thanks for sharing this demo with us, always loving to hear your music 🎶🥰 And sorry for the over-sharing 😅🫣

JustSomeJK

Beautiful. Very bittersweet, don't know whether to gently bop my head or cry 😆 and most certainly nostalgic.

Amanda-Leigh

Yay more music to vibe to 🥰

Alle Engdahl

Beautiful, aching, healing ....ear wigs all over and some goosebumps. Thank you ✌️😂❤️❤️❤️❤️

Gayle

Oooh, I like this vibe style! 👍😀👏😊✨️🫶 Yeahh it does reminds me of like video games music but it's soo awesome! Amazing job Joel as always!💕👍🇸🇪😀 How are you doing, are you still in Sweden, if so how's your family doing! When do you have any plans on moving out of L.A to Nashville?

CK DeP

Awh thanks it's okay his loss really just think I miss my dog more in all fairness. But you're welcome, keep on making music you're amazing and it makes me happy

Elle Quinn

😍😍😍😍

Jess Haggstron

So sorry to hear about that! And thanks for the nice words about the song :) Thinking of you!

Joel Berghult

😭

♠️ Aslyn Jobry ♠️

Love those little funky retro games sounds in this and the songs super sweet. Quite relatable as I’ve recently gone through and break up. My bf decided to leave me the same day my dog passed away. Hooray for me huh? Great song though, you write beautifully.

Elle Quinn


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