Mazy

(This is the community caption for the month, but I really got into it! Turned into the length of a regular short story, so I decided to make it available to the $5 crew for a bit first, then $1 subscribers)

“Holy shit, fuck this is so fucking hard.” Mazy said, storming out of her Calc 2 class. The end of the semester was hitting her pretty hard. So many tests, projects, and homework assignments to get done, and yet almost no time to do it at all. Her life felt like an entire spiraling mess down the drain from how much work she had to get done. Even worse though, was failing that Calc exam.

“I put everything into this class, and I still end up with a F? God what the hell do I have to do?!” She muttered to herself, walking faster than normal down the sidewalk. “It seems like it’s never going to end.” She thought. Was it really all worth it to put herself through this kind of pain? Just to get a degree in computer science?

Her thoughts already drifted to the next thing on her long to-do list. Mazy was in her head while she walked back to her parent’s house. Your average 22 year old super senior should probably be moved out by now, but she was no where near that stage yet. She thought about the program she had to write tonight when she turned a corner. 

“Bayside Fields” read the sign of the community parks near her home. She always looked over toward the playscapes whenever she passed it. Something about the freedom of all those kids, just running up and down slides, swinging on swings. Not a single care in the entire world. She wanted that. Her life had just become so much to bare. 

A slight smile grew on her face, as she played with the “Wishing Charm” her little sister gave her a few months back on her keychain. She told her that it was good for “At least a few wishes.” Of course, she thanked her sister when she got it, but it had to be a load of bollocks. She never actually had tried it before. 

“I wonder…” She said, smiling to herself. She looked back at the playground, when the strangest idea popped into her mind. It seemed outlandish at first, but within moments, it felt like electric and rebellious. “Eh, why the fuck not?” She thought to herself. She gripped the star charm on her keychain. The smooth plastic piece felt warm in her hand. She squeezed it a little tighter and said, “I wish I was still in diapers.”

She closed her eyes. Her body was waiting for a sudden diapery feel around her waist. Her mind reasoned that she’d feel some kind of ballooning around her hips. She subconsciously held her breath, hoping with a lot more emotion that she expected for it to work. A few more seconds went by, and her eyes opened back up.

“*Sigh* Ah well, it was worth a try.” She said to herself. With a shrug, she stared at the playground for a few more seconds. She turned down the street and started walking. Mazy only made it a few feet though before she noticed something incredibly off. She stopped dead in her tracks, “Wait… am… I…. CRINKLING?!?” She practically yelled. Her hand shot right to her crotch to investigate. She still expected to feel only the outline of her panties, but instead….

“*GASP* IT FUCKING WORKED!” She said, grabbing at the new plastic padding around her waist. She was wearing an adult diaper, and a rather thick one at that. Her mouth flung wide open from the incredible shock at the fact she just wished herself back into diapers. “Holy shit, holy shit, HOLY SHIT!” She yelled in her mind. She just stood there, completely dumbfounded, feeling around her diapered crotch. “I’m back in fucking DIAPERS!” She said, with a strange bubble of excitement rising into her chest. “Aha.. Ahahah it really fucking worked. Holy shit.” She said, giggling a little bit to herself. Part of her still couldn’t believe the simple little charm could actually grant this kind of wish. However, a larger part of her didn’t care at all. She was back in diapers, or rather, she’d always been in diapers. That’s how the wish was worded wasn’t it?

“Wait. Can I still hold it?” She thought to herself, clenching down on her bladder muscles. They still felt like they were there, but noticeably fainter. It wasn’t also just physical, her mind was just a little hazy in terms of how to actually hold it and make it to the bathroom. She knew that normally you held it until you could finally relieve yourself on a toilet. But a small, new part of her spoke out with, “Why not just go in your diaper?”

Mazy giggled at her new thoughts and feelings. The feeling of a diaper around her waist just made her feel so safe. She had to worry about so much in her life. Making it to the bathroom on time, while not that big of deal for most, was honestly nice to not have to think about anymore. That’s why she was wearing her diapers anyway, wasn’t it? With the largest smile she’d had in a long time, Mazy skipped the rest of the way back to her house. Enjoying the new, yet familiar feeling, of a diaper all the way back.

***

Mazy plopped herself onto the couch to flip on some TV. Normally she watched the news or some kind shit on the weather channel. Today though, she was feeling rather ‘nostalgic’ to say the least. Her fingers quickly punched in the digits for Nick Jr. A wide smile beamed on her face when Paw Patrol suddenly lit up the screen.

“Hehehe, damn it’s so much more fun being a little kid.” Mazy said out loud, such fun emotions were exploding inside of her. The mischievousness of being in a diaper at her age, the fact she was even watching a little kids show right now. All of it just felt so liberating. Above all though, it was just flat out fun. “I think I’m going to watch this fo-“ The train of thought in her mind suddenly screeched to a halt.

It was as if the fullness in her bladder demanded all her attention. Normally when you feel the need to use the bathroom, you make a note of it, and just carry on with your day until you can make a break. Now though, it demanded every ounce of attention in Mazy’s mind. “Woah…” Was all she could say. She’d never felt like this in her whole life. Her entire body was trying to tell her she needed to go. Right. Now. A thought in the back of her mind echoed, “You better hurry…” She giggled to herself at how different her mind and body felt now from how still being in diapers at 22 affected her. “Wow, this is all still diapered Mazy is worried about, isn’t she?” She said. Her first instinct was to get up and make a mad dash to the bathroom. “But where would the fun in that be?” She giggled to herself. 

It took no effort at all. Her bladder entirely welcomed her decision. It took almost one second from the decision in her mind, to the moment the middle of her diaper felt suddenly warm and wet. She was having a full blown conscious accident right into her diaper. Her mind was buzzing from the fun feelings inside her from the warmth insider her diaper. “Hehe, Uh-oh…” Mazy teased at herself, “Ah well, better luck next time, Mazy!” She said, getting quickly engrossed into the kids show flashing on the TV.

About an hour flew by in an instant for Mazy. She giggled and sang along to all the fun on the show. She had no clue she could get this into a little kids show, but it was the most fun she’d honestly had in a very long time. She didn’t even seem to care when her mother came through the door. 

“I’m home!” Mazy’s mom yelled out. Mazy just nodded, not even adverting her gaze from the TV. “How was school today, Dear. Did you pass your test?” She said, making her way toward her daughter. Mazy didn’t really say anything. She was enjoying her show. Why was her mom trying to interrupt her during it?

“Hm?” Was all Mazy said a few moments later. Her mother just rolled her eyes. In an instant she dug her fingers into Mazy’s waist band. That shocked Mazy right out of her little state. “Woah what the fuck mom, what the hell are you doing?!” She yelled, backing away from her mother’s diaper check.

“Yepp, wet. Just like I thought. You know Mazy, this is getting ridiculous. when are you going to start toilet training again? You told me you’d be starting up again in a week. And it’s been how many days since? A month?! Come on!” Her mother said, storming into the kitchen. “Jesus, adults your age DO NOT wear diapers! Don’t you feel embarrassed?!” She said, adding to the argument. 

Normally her almost daily arguments with her mom regarding her life choices would have really pissed her off. Especially whenever she played the, “When are you going to grow up” card on her. Today though, she knew one simple way to get her mom to shut up. And not only that, but get her to stop nagging her for good. Mazy slipped her hand into her pocked. She felt the smooth plastic of the star shaped charm again. A slight electric feel jolted through her arm.

“I wish that I didn’t go to college, and that everyone just saw me as a 2 year old toddler.” She said, closing her eyes with a huge smile growing on her face. Like the last time she wasn’t really sure how long it would take to go into affect. But this time, she could tell instantly.

“Are you ready for your mid-day snacky baby-poo!” Her mother suddenly loudly exclaimed from the other room. Mazy’s eyes flow open with glee. She snapped her head over to meet her mother’s beaming smile. Mazy couldn’t help but start giggling at her latest wish.

“Hehehe, Mommy am I a big girl who gets to use the potty?” She said, wanting to see how far she could push things. Her mind was still completely intact, but it was just so much fun to play baby. Especially now that the entire world just saw her as one.

“Ha! Maybe someday little one! Not until you stop going in your diaper like a little fountain!” Her mother exclaimed. Mazy just smiled and giggled again at her mother’s response.

“Fuck she really does just see me as some kind of baby now.” She said, wondering if she could push even farther. “Mommy, is it okay if me just wear diapers all day, play with my toys, and never ever go to school!?” She said, wondering how her mother would respond. She almost felt high from all of this. The complete euphoria of just throwing all your cares away was everything she ever wanted.

“Well, now Miss Mazy. You’ll have to go to school sometime, but you can take as long as you need in those diapers, okay?” Her mother said, cutting up some carrots in the meantime. Mazy just shook her head in acceptance. 

“Take my time in these diapers… eh?” She reasoned, another fun idea popping into the back of her head. “I think I’m ready for some serious baby time.” She giggled to herself, already digging her hands into the pocket of her pants. She was grinning ear to ear when she felt the smooth plastic again. Seconds later she said it, “I wish I had absolutely no potty training.” 

In an instant the world seemed to flash for a second. It didn’t last long. The world set right back into view for Mazy. The giggles escaped her lips yet again. She knew what she had just wished for, but now, the word had almost no meaning to her. The word “Potty Training” didn’t even register in her mind anymore. Of course, she kind of thought it had to do with maybe going pee pee, but even then she wasn’t sure. She tried really hard to think about what to do when she had to go to the bathroom, but literally nothing came to mind. “Hehehe, maybe that has to do with my diaper getting all warm sometimes?” She reasoned, but honestly had no clue if that was even close to the right answer. 

As if on cue, her diaper started to slowly expand around her crotch. A little gasp escaped her lips, followed by another set of giggles. She immediately snaked her pants off to get a better feel. “Hehe, honestly though. Was there ever a time where I didn’t just piss my diapers?” She thought, not really sure of any other kind of way to go pee.

“Honey, come over here and get your snacks!” Her mother said.

“Coming!” Mazy yelled back. The happiest smile she’d ever had the past 4 years was on her face. Never had she felt this much joy really in her entire life. Without a second thought, she stuck her right thumb into her mouth. “I think it’s gonna be a loooong time before I go back to being an adult.” Mazy thought to herself, before snatching the wishing charm out of her pocket for safe keeping. Her mind seemingly answered that thought, “If ever I ever go back..” She let out another giggle, before crawling over to get her first of many afternoon snacks and diaper changes.