Star Gazing

"God this is such a beautiful night." Abigail said to herself. She felt the wet cool grass that was beneath her, as she layed underneath the stars. The sky truly was immaculate, it was perfectly clear for the Perseid's meteor shower. Abigail had been a star gazer for her entire life. Ever since she was you she had been going to countless star gazing parties. Whole crowds of people would descend upon a field to use their powerful telescopes to pier into the cosmos. Abigail lived for these parties, but there was always one part of them that she hated.

The bathrooms. There was rarely ever more than one or two porta potties at these events. Abigail never really understood why a place with a thousand plus people literally only had two bathrooms. She’d forget about it almost immediately after leaving the party the next day; but every time she was faced with it, she’d immediately start complaining. 

“Damnit all, why can’t they just buy like four more of these fucking things?” Abigail said to herself, almost bouncing up and down in line to the porta potty. There were 10 people in front of her, so it was going to be a while until she’d even get close. “This is taking up VALUABLE star gazing time!” She thought, looking up into the dark starry night. Her hands pressed up against her crotch in a way to try and stave off the inevitable. “Oooo come on…” She whispered, looking back at the line in front of her. Her bladder was practically screaming out to her for release. Abigail had to pee, and it had to happen practically now. It was at that moment though that something in the sky really caught Abigail’s attention. It was a sudden bright burst of light from around the constellation Hercules. The Perseid’s are famous for having one shooting start that grants a with that actually comes true. Abigail knew this, and hoped that it was this one. “I REALLY wish I didn’t have to wait in line because I’m not going to be able to hold it!” Abigail said out loud. She closed her eyes, hoping her wish would whisk her into one of the porta potties. 

It happened almost instantly. Abigail’s underwear ballooned out from her crotch with the smell of baby powder suddenly wafting into the air. A thick puffy diaper was forming around her waist. “Gasp! What the fuck!” She yelled, causing everyone to spin around and look at her. The diaper buldge was completely obvious now, she had one of the thickest diapers for adults around her. Just as quickly as the diaper had formed though, another development occurred in her crotch. 

She heard it first, “Pssssss…” filled her ear drums. A very warm and wet sensation started to creep into Abigail’s diaper. She was absolutely soaking herself, and her brain didn’t even have the slightest clue that it was going on. She truly couldn’t even tell it was happening for sure until she started feeling the warmth bellow. “Oh… no…” was all she could muster out. “Did I just… wish myself… into diapers….?!” She muttered, pawing at the now drooping padding around her waist. “No. No NO NO!” She yelled, suddenly bolting back toward her car. She could feel spurts of pee jetting out into the soaked padding with every step. “I wish I wasn’t in diapers! I wish I wasn’t in diapers!” Was all she kept saying. She swung her car door open with intense ferocity, praying that this was just some kind of nightmare. The squelching in her pants from sitting down into the driver seat offered a warm dose of reality to her though. She was is in diapers now, and she was far from any kind of potty training.

***

It had been a tough year at first to adjust to her new diapered state. It was the little things that just always got her. Placing your groceries on the counter, and suddenly feeling your diaper warm up. Zoning out for a second, only to realize it was because you’re having an accident in your pants. Or even just straight up leaking and having no clue your diaper was even wet in the first place. It was hard on her, but over time, she actually started to like it. 

“Ahh..” Abigail said subconsciously. She was in her bathroom trying to find some aspirin for a headache. That was all she went into the bathroom for now, well that and showering. Her gazed wandered for a moment out toward the sky. The Perseid’s were out again tonight. She’d been waiting all year for them but had decided to stay at home this time. Sometimes if you were lucky you’d see a really bright shooting star during the day. Her eyes scanned the sky for a few minutes, until she found exactly what she was looking for. 

The bright flash was the exact same one she’d seen a year ago. Her smile widened knowing this was her one way ticket out of diapers. Her gaze shot down to the toilet next to her for some reason though. “Do I really want to go back to that?” She reasoned in her mind. It’d felt so long ago since she’d even sat on a toilet. A small grin grew on her face and said, “I wish I never learned what a toilet was.” Her grin grew wider, as the effect hit her instantly.  It took one blink of an eye, and her grin grew even wider. She had no clue what the hell the white seat in the shower room was for anymore, let alone why it was even there. She just shrugged and walked out, “Eh, maybe someday I’ll figure out why houses have that fad.” Abigail said, pushing the first of many messes into the back of her diaper that she had no clue was even happening.