The Bear Part 2

Blink. As suddenly as the world went dark, it came back. Aria blinked hard for a few seconds, trying to reconfigure her mind. “What…” She said lazily, shaking her head to bring her mind back to Earth. Her vision began to focus, with her gaze setting on the large changing table across the room. She blinked again, not believing what she was looking at. Her mind registered what it was, and instantly her eyes went as wide as dinner plates.

“OH FUCK!” She screamed, or at least tried to, it actually came out as, “OH POOPIE BUTT!” Her entire living room had morphed into a nursery. Gone were her hardwood floors, instead was a soft white shag carpet. One that was perfect for little ones to toddle over. Rows and rows of plush toys lined the walls, and numerous drawers were scattered around the room. They were full of Aria’s new thick diapers. The realization of everything changing hit Aria hard, she feel to her knees, as her head swiveled around. “No heckin’ way. Who made my room so much better? What- no, not better, I meant to say so much more fun than before. WHAT?! No! Why is my mouth saying such totally true things? I want a nursery! NO! I WANT A BIG BABY NURSERY FOR MY STUPID BABY BUTT! Huh?!” Aria screamed, her words not quite coming out the way she wanted them to. Her gaze shout down at the phrase “Baby butt”. Gone were her grown up clothes, instead a cute pink onesie, and puffy disposable diaper were wrapped around her instead. “Why am I wearing my lovely diaper? Ugh, no! I usually always wear diapers, so this is completely normal! POOPIE!” Her frustration grew, as she pounded her fists onto the floor. That sudden outburst caught her a little off guard, she was normally much better with her emotions.

“Okay Aria, just calm down. You’re okay, just go through the past five minutes… You opened up that package from your really cool Uncle. It had the pwettyest bear you’ve ever seen in your life. No, it was the best bear you could have ever asked for, for your 2nd birthday. What? No, I’m totally two years old. UGH! I AM A TWO YEAR OLD!” Aria’s mind was working overtime trying to get what she was saying right. Every time she uttered the opposite of what she meant, an ever so small piece of her chipped away. It was as if she was ever so slowly, word by word believing what she was saying.

“And why the fuck am I even wearing these totally amazing diapers that make me feel really warm and nice? Someone as young as me is not supposed to be  potty trained and use their diapers like the DUMB BABY I AM!!! UGH, COME ON!! WHY AM I WEARING DIAPERS?! I AM NOT A BIG GUWL! POOPIE!” She fell to her knees as her mind was churning. Ever so slight pieces of her mind felt like they were cracking. The very foundation of her mind was being challenged, as she focused every ounce of her attention at figuring out whether she was telling the truth or not.

“I am not a baby.” She thought, then nodded. “.... really? ... “ challenged the back of her mind. It was just a faint whisper, but enough to send her mind whirling again. That was short lived though, as her head swiveld to look at the back of her butt. It hit her like a freight train, she had essentially no warning, as her bowels out of nowhere felt like they were about to burst. All she was able to do was let out an “Oh!” before she helplessly messed the back of her awaiting diaper.