Rip z flip 4, hello s24 plus

Hey dudes,
On my valentines video I showed how my z flip was dying, well, it got much worse after that vid.
The touch screen is almost all gone, so I can't even use it as the streaming phone anymore, so back to the galaxy note 10 lite we go!

I had to get a new phone since the z flip stopped, so I chose a s24 plus. I've been loving it so far and plan on having it for AT LEAST 3 years. Goal is 4 to 5.

The camera is incredible! A little too incredible... you can see all my skin troubles haha but it's fun.

I've got my results back and my TB test is negative, but I'll still do some more tests just to make sure.
I have no symptoms, so please don't worry about me, I'm truly fine and healthy.
Doctor thinks it was probably just an infection I got over already, so let's hope on that.

I haven't posted in so long! I miss it.
I have so much in my head lately, so many worries, too many to fit in a post, so I should make a video about it.

The usual worries:
How will the future be?
Will I accomplish big things?
Will I live out my dreams? (Move, get married)
Am I capable?

Also I haven't been streaming much, I miss it immensely, but I just have been in a funk about my self image... Just existing in my room and playing video games has been nice, but boy do I miss you all.

Every time I try to get back to streaming I get the butterflies in my stomach, feels like falling in love all over again, then I close it and can't stop thinking about how much I love doing it.
Then I can't bring myself to open another stream. I don't know why. Anxiety? Maybe.

It's so odd how our brain works. I love streaming, it's my favorite thing in the world! But I just don't have the corage to open a stream, even though I always have fun and love it.

Weird bella. But this funk shall too pass soon. It's always been like this.

I've been playing tons of fortnite and dota! Also watching lots of movies and YouTube.
Getting back to little movie reviews sounds like a great idea right now. I should work on it.

Thank you for reading this messy post.
I have two huge canker sores at the moment, so I can't make the video I want because I know I'll talk a lot on it.

But I'm going to start working on it as soon as these heal. So maybe a week from now?

I love you all, thank you for being patient with me 🥺💓