BellaPlays

Long time no post

Added 2023-12-10 00:13:33 +0000 UTC

Hi friends,
I haven't posted in so long...and I've been wanting to, but the longer I waited the more weird it felt to post again, so I just didn't.

I've been so overwhelmed lately with the driving tests. I already took 2 and didn't pass.
My next one is at the end of this month and honestly I can't even fanthom going there again and dealing with all the stress.

Also, I was doing pretty bad mentally wise, but I went to my psychiatrist and she raised my paxil dose, I feel much better now!

I'll start posting again, I've just been so overwhelmed and stressed I could barely exist. I miss streaming so much.

I know that when I pass the driving test I'll feel so much better, but until then it'll be a struggle...
I am planing on making a video talking more about what's going on in my brain and my life.

Everything is good otherwise. Parents are well, Mimi is fat, and I'm happy, just very very stressed.

But I'm excited for the future. I've started to paint again! So I got a bunch of new art supplies. I'll do an art supply show and tell video for you all soon!

I have so many video ideas, but I've been too busy stressing lol

Also, the bangs are fake in the photo, they are clip ons.

I love you all and get ready for more Bella!